Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Chapter 264

Gu Wuyan

Seeing that Nangong Jingnv's eyes seemed to be elsewhere, Qi Yan suddenly realized that there was a medical woman beside him.

Qi Yan: "Ruolan, you go out first."

Gu Ruolan took good care of Qi Yan for these few days, and said to herself in front of her every day, "chat with her", but their communication still remained at Qi Yan's sentence: "Who are you?"

I didn't expect that the second sentence I waited so hard for was to let her go away...

Gu Ruolan put down the medicine bowl and left silently.

Hearing the word "Ruolan", Nangong Jingnv squinted her eyes, her gaze calmly glanced at Gu Ruolan's expression, she naturally saw the undisguised disappointment on the other's face, and felt a strange feeling in her heart.

But it didn't last long. After Gu Ruolan left, the atmosphere between Nangong Jingnu and Qi Yan became a little delicate.

Nangong Jingnv held the wooden box and stood there without moving. Qi Yan also noticed the wooden box, sighed softly in her heart, lifted the quilt and got off the bed slowly, and before Nangong Jingnv could speak, she knelt down: "Cao Min Qi Yan, see Your Majesty."

Nangong Jingnv's fingertips turned white, and she grabbed the wooden box vigorously, trying to find some kind of strength to support herself not to run away. She was ashamed to face Qi Yan, and she didn't know how to face Qi Yan.

Huainan's disaster relief funds moved her, and the little pig woodcarving moved Nangong Jingnv's face, but all of these were personal relationships between them. The national hatred and family hatred still lay between the two, becoming more and more insurmountable...

What Qi Yan did to her could not erase the fact that Qi Yan killed her father with her own hands, and it was precisely because of this that Nangong Jingnv suffered so much.

Nangong Jingnv remained silent, she was filled with thousands of words when she came here, but when she saw Qi Yan, she couldn't utter a single word.

Fortunately, Qi Yan is not as dogmatic as before, insisting on kneeling until Nangong Jingnv speaks before getting up.

Qi Yan sat back on the bed again, her hands with distinct joints and veins were pressed on her knees, the surprise and heat in her eyes had disappeared, and her eyes wandered away.

Seeing Qi Yan like this, Nangong Jingnu felt extremely complicated: They... finally became like this.

Nangong Jingnv moved her mouth, and only squeezed out one word: "You..."

Qi Yan snapped back and said: "I'm much better!...I'm much better, everything is fine." The voice became softer as she got to the back, and after saying this, Qi Yan twitched the corners of her mouth, and said nothing.

There was another long period of silence, Qi Yan lowered her head, and Nangong Jingnv also had a chance to take a good look at this man.

In a daze: She actually felt that the Qi Yan in front of her was a little strange, and it was difficult to coincide with the appearance in her memory. If she explained in detail what was different, Nangong Jingnu couldn't tell... Except for being a little thin and downcast, the facial features and outline Nothing seems to change.

Nangong Jingnv sighed softly, moved a round stool and sat in front of Qi Yan's bed, put the wooden box on her knees and opened it in Qi Yan's direction: "The palace people found this in Chengchao Palace..."

Qi Yan: "Oh... I carved it when I had nothing to do, to pass the time..."

Nangong Jingnu: "...why didn't you give it to me earlier?"

Qi Yan: "Thinking about the future..."

The next answer stuck in her throat, the hands on her knees grasped the fabric tightly and then let go, Qi Yan pursed her lips and turned her head away, Fu said as calmly as possible: "I forgot."

Nangong Jingnv reached out and touched the wood carvings in the wooden box, this was the first time she touched them.It is smooth in the hand without feeling a burr. This is definitely not something that can be achieved by exquisite carving. It must have been played with countless times...

Nangong Jingnu: "Thank you."

Qi Yan: "Yes."

……

The two were at a loss for words again, obviously not long ago, they had endless words to say before.

……

Nangong Jingnv sat for a while, closed the wooden box and thought about it and still held it in her arms: "You should drink the medicine, I... go back first."

Qi Yan opened her mouth and nodded again. It was not until Nangong Jingnv turned around that Qi Yan's eyes fell on her back. Within ten steps, Nangong Jingnv came to the door, stopped and looked back, four eyes relatively.

Qi Yan: "Your Majesty..."

Nangong Jingnu: "Yes."

Qi Yan: "When will you come again?"

It wasn't until this time that Nangong Jingnv suddenly felt what was different, the natural arrogance on Qi Yan... disappeared.

She shouldn't be like this, what did I do to her?

Nangong Jingnu: "You..." You shouldn't have come back. "Recover well."

As for the date of return, it has not been set.

……

Nangong Jingnv left the bedroom, Qi Yan sat on the bed and looked at the window, through the thin window paper, she could see Nangong Jingnv's figure walking farther and farther until she disappeared.

Qi Yan picked up the medicine bowl by the bed and drank it all in one gulp, then lay down and pulled the quilt over her body, then turned around.

With a sound of "squeak", Gu Ruolan returned to the bedroom, saw the empty bowl on the small table and Qi Yan's back, put away the bowl and left silently.

The seventeen or eighteen-year-old daughter's family is a sensitive and fragile age. Gu Ruolan has never been so "neglected" by patients in her practice for many years, so she just gave Qi Yan the medicine and food at night, without urging her.

Unexpectedly, the next morning, when he came over to check, the medicine bowl and rice bowl hadn't been touched, and Qi Yan was also curled up with his back to her, as if he hadn't been touched.

Gu Ruolan frowned, put the tray in her hand on the table, and called, "Hey, I'm taking the medicine."

Qi Yan didn't answer even after calling several times, but what was unexpected was that Qi Yan didn't even move, the doctor's intuition set off alarm bells in Gu Ruolan's heart, she pushed Qi Yan: "Hey!"

Qi Yan's eyes were closed tightly, Gu Ruolan sniffed, her breathing was normal.He raised his hand and touched Qi Yan's forehead, it was hot...

Gu Ruolan: "Oops!"

After speaking, he ran out quickly, and rushed back with the medicine box on his back...

Wrung a damp cloth and stuck it on Qi Yan's forehead, poured a little medicinal wine in the palm of his hand, raised Qi Yan's arm and began to rub it to cool down.

……

The fiefdom of Princess Zhuohua.

Nangong Shunv hadn't closed her eyes all day and all night. Yesterday, Princess Zhuohua's Mansion also received the decree to oust the emperor's husband. After hearing it, Xiaodie cried all afternoon and had a fever at night.

Nangong Shunv invited a doctor to give her an injection, but the fever was still uncontrollable after prescribing the medicine. Xiaodie kept talking nonsense while she was in a coma, most of which were related to Qi Yan.

Nangong Shunv was worried that the doctor would find out some flaws, so the doctor asked the doctor to go back and take care of Xiaodie for a whole night in her clothes. Xiaodie woke up once when the sky was just dawn, and she was holding on to Nangong Shunv's hand with her red eyes. , like a demon kept repeating a sentence: "Take me back to the capital, my brother is in danger."

Nangong Shu's heart was so distressed that tears flowed out uncontrollably. She hugged Xiaodie's hot body, kissed her forehead, eyebrows, and cheeks, and comforted her tenderly and distressedly: "When your fever subsides, we will immediately Let's go, Qi Yuan-jun will be fine, don't be afraid..."

Concubine Rong was a little worried when she saw that her daughter didn't come to pay her respects at night, nor did she come to use her job. She was too old to sleep well, and woke up at dawn.

Knowing from the maid that Nangong Shunv invited a doctor to the house, she thought her daughter was sick, so she hurriedly dressed and came to visit, only to find that her daughter was not in the bedroom, but the light in the side hall was dimly on, and she remembered that she lived here. A girl... her identity and origins are all a mystery, she was brought out from the capital by her own daughter.

Concubine Rong dislikes Xiaodie very much. She thinks Xiaodie is extremely vulgar, not only does she not know a few words, but she also has no rules on weekdays. Several times she heard Xiaodie not calling her daughter "His Royal Highness" but calling her directly. If his daughter insisted on keeping her, he would have sent Xiaodie away long ago.

Concubine Rong: "Help Bengong over there to have a look."

Shochiku: "Yes."

In the dead of night, there was not even a servant girl at the door, so no one reported it. The door of the hall was open again, and a clay stove was raised at the door, and the medicine was being decocted. Concubine Rong's brows became more and more tight: Since this girl is sick, why isn't she in her room? In the middle, why come to the side hall?

So with the help of the maid, she went straight through the cubicle and entered the bedroom...

Faintly hearing her own daughter's voice, Concubine Rong breathed a sigh of relief, she walked around the screen and saw her daughter hugging that servant, in...?

Concubine Rong: "What are you doing?!"

Nangong Shunv turned her head abruptly, Xiaodie's tears were still stained on her lips, and she was too late to wipe away, Xiaodie also trembled in fright at the sudden voice.

Nangong Shunv quickly suppressed the panic in her eyes, and she did not forget to pat Xiaodie to comfort her not to be afraid: "Mother, why are you here so late?"

Concubine Rong's face was a little ugly, because there were still maids who did not have a fit on the spot, even though she did not see Nangong Shunu kissing Xiaodie from her perspective, but considering the etiquette she had received, the two girls hugged each other in the middle of the night. Together... It's already out of order.

Concubine Rong: "It's already morning. You didn't come to eat last night. When you got up in the morning, you heard the maid said that you had invited a doctor to the house. I thought you were sick, but I didn't expect you to be here."

After finishing speaking, he still didn't forget to give Xiaodie a hard look, his eyes were full of warning and dissatisfaction, even if his daughter didn't change her clothes, she hadn't slept all night.

However, Xiaodie had been burned to the point of confusion long ago, and she didn't make any response or expression at all. Seeing this, Concubine Rong became more and more dissatisfied: She really is an uneducated wild girl!

When Xiaodie's sobbing sound came, Nangong Shunv's heart tightened, she was afraid that Xiaodie would call out Qi Yan's name, so she hurriedly supported Concubine Rong, and said with a smile: "Mother Lao walked by herself early in the morning, my daughter is really guilty." .What does mother want to eat for breakfast today, I will let the small kitchen do it."

Concubine Rong was helped out of the bedroom by Nangong Shunv, and replied in a slightly reproachful tone: "Since you came to the fief, your mind has become more and more wild, and you don't even go out for ten and a half months. save."

Nangong Shunv: "My mother's lesson is that my daughter must accompany her more in the future. How about eating goji berry and lotus seed lily porridge with mother's favorite pickled bamboo shoots for breakfast today?"

Concubine Rong: "Songzhu, let the kitchen do it, and make a soothing soup..."

Shochiku: "Yes."

Concubine Rong: "Didn't you sleep all night last night? Drink some soup and get a good night's sleep."

Nangong Shunv: "Thank you, mother."

Concubine Rong: "Don't be too kind. You are different from her master and servant. Even... half a friend, after all, is it separated by blood? When she is sick, she just asks two maids to take care of her. How can you afford to watch the night yourself?"

Nangong Shunv: "What mother taught me is...but, in fact...Xiaodie is someone His Majesty entrusts me to take care of. In the future, my daughter will report to mother in detail."

This was beyond Concubine Rong's expectation, she asked suspiciously: "Really?"

Nangong Shunv: "How dare my daughter lie to my mother..."

After speaking, Nangong Shunu sighed silently in her heart, she knew her mother's temperament best, thankfully she didn't see it just now, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous...

Even so, in the mother's opinion, it is inappropriate for her to hug Xiaodie...

Regarding the matter between herself and Xiaodie, she can face the world bravely, but she alone cannot pass the test of her mother. In order to dispel her mother's doubts and make Xiaodie's future life more comfortable, Nangong Shunv decided to let Xiaodie's Tell her about Princess Yan Yang's birth mother...

Although it is somewhat inappropriate to do so without Xiaochou's permission...

But as long as mother knows about this relationship, there will be no doubts about her relationship with Xiaodie for the time being, and she can take care of Xiaodie more, His Majesty's mother will definitely see it.