Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Chapter 276

Cut candles to add fragrance and joy

Time flies like a white horse, spring goes and autumn comes, and it is another year.

After a heavy snowfall, the third year of Chengqi slowly drew to a close.

These days Qi Yan's health has been going up and down, Nangong Jingnv found Gu Ruolan back from the people by some means, and invited her to this half of the forbidden palace to take care of Qi Yan's daily life.

Gu Ruolan experienced the incident of Qi Yan being "hijacked", seeing Qi Yan being taken away with her own eyes, she was powerless and depressed for many days.

Until she was found by people from the court again, Gu Ruolan agreed without hesitation.

It's not because of the generous remuneration given by the court, but after thinking that Qi Yan is dead, Gu Ruolan finds that she can no longer practice medicine as she used to. She has been passionate about practicing medicine for many years, and suddenly she is a little bored and repulsion.

After leaving from the Luochuan River, Gu Ruolan thought a lot, many things were related to Qi Yan, and Gu Ruolan couldn't figure out Qi Yan's feelings.

Ask yourself a little admiration is there...but what's more?

It probably has the heart of a doctor. Gu Ruolan has been educated since she was a child: the heart of a doctor, but she is still very young, Qi Yan is the first patient who needs her to use all her strength to treat her.

Although in the hearts of doctors, patients should be equal, but unlike those elderly people who are dying, Qi Yan is such a young life, so young that if Qi Yan dies, even strangers can't help but let out a sigh, let alone What about Gu Ruolan?

People have personal feelings. This kind of emotion is different from "feelings", and more comes from the nature of empathy.

Therefore, after Qi Yan "disappeared", Gu Ruolan's mentality was also deeply affected. She began to worry about Qi Yan from time to time, thinking: If she is still alive... those foreign kidnappers will definitely not treat her body kindly. If she misses this Opportunities make the condition worsen... The stubborn illness will completely ruin Qi Yan's life.

This kind of thought was uncontrollable, spreading wildly in Gu Ruolan's heart like a vine.

In the few months after leaving Luochuan, Gu Ruolan also wandered around to practice medicine, hoping to return to the normal life before, until one day...she gave a prescription to a patient by mistake, and she saw the prescription. It took a long time for Zi to realize: this medicine...isn't it just the essential medicinal material in Qi Yan's prescription?

Therefore, when people from the imperial court approached Gu Ruolan again, the latter agreed without hesitation. Gu Ruolan also vaguely guessed something, but she couldn't believe it until she saw it with her own eyes.

At night, Nangong Jingnv took Gu Ruolan through the palace gate that only she could walk through, and came to the half of the forbidden palace. When the two entered Qi Yan's bedroom, Gu Ruolan burst into tears.

Gu Ruolan rushed to Qi Yan with strides, looked at her and said with tears, "It's great that you're still alive."

Qi Yan's smile was a little stiff, and she subconsciously raised her eyes to look at Nangong Jingnv who was standing not far behind Gu Ruolan, seeing her expressionless face made her scalp tingle.

Qi Yan and Nangong Jingnv had already been husband and wife, and at this moment suddenly faced with such emotional behavior of the girl who took care of him in the past, he felt inexplicably guilty.

Nangong Jingnv was also watching Qi Yan quietly, as if she didn't want to come forward to break the joy of "reunion after a long absence".

Qi Yan couldn't tell the pain in her heart, thanks to Gu Ruolan's consideration of her daughter's reservedness and didn't pounce on her, otherwise it would be even more unclear, but Gu Ruolan is the one who took good care of herself, for which Qi Yan is very grateful.

During those days in the cold palace, although his attitude towards Gu Ruolan was very cold, Qi Yan knew very well: without Gu Ruolan's company, I really don't know how I would have survived those days.

Those days when I was plagued by a terrible disease, I couldn't see the way forward and I couldn't find the way out...

Now that the haze in my heart has dissipated, I feel more and more that I was too disrespectful to Gu Ruolan at that time. For a person like myself, it is rare that there is such a kind girl in this world who would care about his own safety.

Qi Yan withdrew her gaze from Nangong Jingnv, collected her thoughts, and smiled at Gu Ruolan like an old friend.

Gu Ruolan was startled, she had never seen Qi Yan's smile before, she thought she was dazzled and raised her sleeve to wipe away her tears.

Qi Yan: "I'm sorry, Miss Ruolan, will you be safe?"

Gu Ruolan's face flushed, she was a vulgar person who had never been greeted so politely before, she hesitated twice, then nodded.

Gu Ruolan: "I thought you were gone..."

Qi Yan: "Everything is fine with me, the details..." After saying that, Qi Yan once again cast her eyes on Nangong Jingnv, who understood and nodded after considering it for a while.

Qi Yan: "I will explain the details to you later."

Gu Ruolan is not stupid either, although she doesn't understand the affairs of the court, she also knows that there are secrets that ordinary people should not know, so she waved her hand: "No need, I know you are safe and sound, that day... scared to death me."

As soon as the words came out, Nangong Jingnu and Qi Yan smiled at the same time. It is hard not to feel good about such a simple and kind girl.

Qi Yan restrained her smile, and said solemnly: "Before, I was saved by Miss Ruolan several times, if you don't dislike...will you marry Jinlan with me?"

Gu Ruolan was stunned, and Nangong Jingnv was also a little surprised, but soon relieved.

Nangong Jingnv looked at Qi Yan, her eyes flickered with luster, soft and warm, how could she not know what Qi Yan was thinking?

This person, he didn't want to let himself be paranoid, and he didn't want to wrong the savior, so he came up with such a method.

Forget it, why bother to embarrass her?

How could you not even have this little trust after being married to her for eleven years?

It's not that I'm narrow-minded in not going there, but it's just because of my status that I don't want to "take the lead". Thanks to this person who thinks so much...

But having said that, when Nangong Jingnv heard that Qi Yan was going to marry Gu Ruolan, she still couldn't help feeling a surge of affection in her heart. If she didn't care too much about herself, how could this person be so messed up?

Gu Ruolan: "This... This is not good, it is not suitable... You are the emperor... Lord Marquis, I am just a medical girl with muddy legs. I dare not climb high."

Nangong Jingnv came to the two of them: "You saved Yuan Jun's life, so naturally you can't measure everything by your status. If the girl doesn't dislike it, choose a good day... I will be your witness."

Gu Ruolan: "But..."

Qi Yan smiled and said: "What Your Majesty said is the imperial decree, Miss Ruolan don't refuse anymore."

Gu Ruolan just nodded and said yes, Qi Yan was afraid that Gu Ruolan would be uneasy, so he dragged her to chat for a while, and asked in detail what happened to Gu Ruolan after that, while Nangong Jingnv, regardless of her status, chose the subordinate seat and took the lead and opposite The seat was reserved for Qi Yan and Gu Ruolan, she listened quietly from the sidelines, occasionally interjecting a few words...

Gu Ruolan looked at the two people in front of her, although there was a little distance between them, it made people feel: there is nothing more intimate than this.

It's like a pair of Bi people in the painting, indescribably harmonious.

Although Gu Ruolan was born in the common people, she also knew the priority of the seats. Seeing that His Majesty gave up the seat to the Marquis of Bei'an, and the latter just smiled at Her Majesty and accepted it calmly...

Suddenly understood why Qi Yan was in such pain in the cold palace.

I finally understood how the two women broke through the worldly vision and came together...

May I ask such a beautiful person, such a rare relationship, who in the world can give up?

Gu Ruolan is an orphan, and has been dependent on her grandfather since childhood, and has never experienced the feeling of having an elder brother and a sister-in-law.

When Qi Yan spoke to him in a gentle voice, the questions and words he asked were also very concerned about his own feelings. Her Majesty the Empress did not even show the slightest majesty of a king. Hou still wants to be happy.

Like the scene when the brothers and sisters-in-law entertained their younger sister, Gu Ruolan's heart was filled with warm currents, and she only hoped that the couple in front of her could live a long life and stay together for the rest of her life.

……

It was night, Qi Yan sent Gu Ruolan to the side hall to sleep.When I returned to the main hall: I saw Nangong Jingnv sitting at the table with a wide sleeve in one hand and scissors in the other hand cutting candle wicks...

Qi Yan stopped in her tracks, leaning against the door frame with a smile on her lips, watching quietly.

The flickering candlelight was reflected on Nangong Jingnv's side face. At this moment, Qi Yan hated that she didn't learn the Danqing brushwork of the former princess, and missed the beauty of this moment.

Nangong Jingnv turned her head and smiled at Qi Yan: "Why don't you come here?"

Qi Yan took a deep breath, and chanted as he walked: "Cutting candles to add fragrance and happiness is not the end, but the copper leak is too hasty. I should have known that I should poke a hole in the window, and just look at it quietly. I am disturbed." It’s really a sin to see such beautiful scenery on a good day.”

Nangong Jingnv put down the scissors and said with a smile: "It's just such a trivial matter, is it really going to lift me up to the sky?"

Qi Yan sat next to Nangong Jingnv, held her hand and said: "It's a pity that I didn't learn Danqing back then, and I missed a peerless masterpiece."

Nangong Jingnv gave Qi Yan an angry look: "Are you boasting?"

Qi Yan said with a smile: "Of course I'm praising Your Majesty."

Nangong Jingnu: "But you're guilty of being a thief?"

Qi Yan knew that Nangong Jingnu was teasing him, but he pretended to be surprised: "Thief? Where is the thief so bold? Dare to come to this forbidden palace?"

Nangong Jingnu: "Huqin again."

Qi Yan sighed softly, and said: "This matter is my own decision, and I would like to thank Your Majesty for fulfilling it."

Nangong Jingnu: "I know your heart... However, I can see that this girl has a good character, and she is also a poor lonely person. If she can take care of you a little bit in the future, it will be considered as repaying her kindness to you .”

Looking at Nangong Jingnv, Qi Yan felt like her heart was about to melt.

Qi Yan grabbed Nangong Jingnv's catkin, twitched her slender fingers, and said softly: "The road is difficult in snowy nights, will your majesty go back today?"

Nangong Jingnu's cheeks were pink: "Although the new year is over...but the enthronement ceremony is over, and the national mourning system is passed after the decree is announced to the world. The Ministry of Rites has already calculated that the auspicious day will be next month... Once you pass, I will accompany you."