Chapter 332 Dream Chapter Once Upon a Time (Long Chapter Emotional Line, Read Carefully)
Chapter 332 Dream Chapter Once Upon a Time (Long Chapter Emotional Line, Read Carefully)
Chapter 332 Dreaming Back to the Past (Long Emotional Line, Read Carefully)
"555, daddy." A little boy came home with a dilapidated schoolbag, and shouted aggrievedly at an old man who looked five or sixty years old.
"What's the matter? Yan Feng, those little bastards bullied you again?" The old man asked with a loving expression on his vicissitudes face, stroking the little boy's head.
"555, Dad, where is my mother? I want a mother too. They say I'm a bastard no one wants. I'm a wild child who has no mother to give birth to and no mother to love. Dad, I~555" little boy Cry very aggrieved.
"Nonsense, why no one wants you anymore? Am I not your father?" The old man said sullenly.
"I've never seen my mother?"
"Your mother has gone far, far away. Your mother left you a necklace, and when you grow up, you can use it to find your mother. You must remember. You are not a wild child, you are My child. We are family. Family forever." The old man stroked the little boy lovingly.
"Hmm." The little boy nodded emphatically.
"Is it because others said so that you fought with them again? There are bruises on this face, does it hurt?" The old man looked at the bruises on the little boy's face, which were obviously left over from the fight.
"Yeah. It doesn't hurt! They are all black and blue. Crazy Dog beat me one by one, but I didn't lose them." The little boy said stubbornly.
"Oh. Don't fight with others in the future. This is not good. Go to the house and get medicinal wine to wipe it."
"it is good."
The scene changed again, and a teenager limped back home.
"Injured again? Why do you keep telling me? My feet are bruised and purple from playing football all the time? Look, my toes are bleeding. You! You just don't know the pain!" The older man, Pointing to the young man's heartache, he said.
"Hehe, it's nothing. The scar will be healed tomorrow." The boy raised his slippered foot nonchalantly, the flesh on the big toe was torn open, and the blood had stopped.
The scene changed suddenly again. The old man was lying emaciated on the hospital bed, looking at the tearful young man on the bed with reluctance.
"Father~ I'm leaving, cough, from now on~ you live well. Cough."
"No, father, you will be fine." The young man shook his head violently.
"Seeing that you~ have grown into a man, cough, I feel relieved. Unfortunately, cough, I didn't see you~ married a wife and had children."
"Father, you will definitely see me get married. You will be a grandfather in the future." The young man said, holding the old man's hand.
"Hehe, it's great to see you grow up. Dad is gone, please be well~well~live~~" The old man on the hospital bed closed his eyes.
"No~~~ Dad, don't go!!!" Yan Feng yelled suddenly and sat up from the bed.
Yan Feng looked around and found that he was not in the ward, but in his old home.Only then did Yan Feng realize that he was just dreaming.
"Huh, I dreamed about my father. I don't know if my father is doing well in heaven?"
After returning to his hometown yesterday, looking at the house covered with dust and cobwebs, Yan Feng felt very complicated.After spending more than an hour tidying up the house, I simply made something to eat and fell asleep in bed early.What I didn't expect was that I dreamed about my father and many things I discovered when I was young.
Yan Feng remembered what happened in his dream, got out of bed, and walked to an old and simple cabinet.Stretching out his hand to open it, what came into his eyes were several yellowed old photos, including Yan Feng and Lao Yan.
After Yan Feng picked up the photo and looked at it for a while, he pulled out another grid at the bottom.A simple love pendant silver necklace lay there quietly.
Yan Feng reached out to pick up the necklace and put it in the palm of his hand.Yan Feng looked at it with complicated eyes.
This is the necklace that Dad said in the dream.This is the only thing Yan Feng's biological parents left him.Since he was a child, Yan Feng has been wearing it close to his body ever since he heard Lao Yan say that his mother gave it to him.Even if he was teased for wearing a woman's necklace, he would not leave him for a moment.But since he became sensible and realized that he was abandoned, he locked the necklace in this grid.This has been going on for at least ten years.
Looking at the necklace, Yan Feng had complicated emotions in his heart.In the end, he didn't put it back, but put it away with a grip.
After closing the cabinet again, Yan Feng turned and walked to the yard.It was early morning at this time, and the sun had not yet risen.Yan Feng looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, stretched deeply, and then stretched out his arms and legs.
Going out of the house, looking at the flower beds and grass not far from the door, and the old people who are still walking barefoot on the cobblestone road, Yan Feng has a feeling of going back to the past and a little bit of time and space confusion.
When he left to go to Shenzhen with the emperor, the front was just a piece of farmland.Now it has been expanded by the garden square next to it as part of it.Yan Feng wants to say that things are right and people are wrong, but in front of him, people are right and things are wrong.Those old people who are doing morning exercise are from the village, and Yan Feng still knows some of them.
Yan Feng breathes the fresh air of different cities, and moves his body while walking.
"Hey, little Yan Feng, are you back? Outside, are you alright?" An old man who used to meet while towing garbage trucks greeted Yan Feng with a smile.
"Well, I'm back. Hello, old aunt." Yan Feng replied with a smile.
"Oh, Xiao Yanfeng really changed after going out. He looks more energetic now, and he seems to be doing well outside." The old man said with a smile.
"It's okay outside. Auntie, you are still so strong." Yan Feng said with a smile.
"Old, old, now it's not as good as before." The old man waved his hand and said.It can be seen that her walking steps are still brisk.
"Hehe, it still looks the same."
"It's really old, and only I know this body. Hehe, I'm going to dance over there, and it's about to start there. Go back and sit at the old aunt's house."
"Okay."
Looking at the aunts who were hurriedly dancing the aunt's square dance, Yan Feng suddenly thought in his heart, if his biological mother was still alive, it should be almost like this at this time, right?
Yan Feng shook his head violently, not thinking about it.He moved forward again and began to walk around the now large and green village square.Looking at the villagers doing morning exercises, Yan Feng felt a sense of tranquility.
Here, the aunts and uncles, whether they know him or not, just regard him as the former youth in the village.Here, he's not some football player.Not to mention Yan Wang as the fans said.This feeling made him feel like he was back in the past.
Walking around, I came to the basketball court on the square.Groups of teenagers on the field are sweating wantonly.Yan Feng couldn't help itching, he hadn't played basketball for a long time.He walked over, found a half court that was playing, and added.
Most of the young men who played basketball didn't know him.Here in Chaoshan, there is no football atmosphere anymore, and there are very few people playing football.Therefore, not many younger generations know about Yan Feng.
Of course, there are also some teenagers who usually like to watch football, but when they saw Yan Feng, they really couldn't believe it, they just thought it was someone who looked like him.
Soon, Yan Feng joined a group of people and played the third half game.
"Kang." Yan Feng ended today's game with an extremely domineering dunk.He landed easily, leaving only a group of stunned friends with adoring expressions on their faces.
"Yan Feng, he is really Yan Feng." Finally, someone confirmed that Yan Feng was the person who went abroad to play football that was often mentioned on TV.
Next, autographed group photos and the like are of course indispensable.
Although the friends worship, they are not crazy.After fulfilling his little friend's wish, Yan Feng smiled and waved away.
In the early morning of summer, after playing golf, the whole body is sweaty, and after returning home, he takes a shower and changes his clothes.After that, go out to the village market for breakfast.
By this time, the sun also came out.When we arrived at the market, it was already bustling with people who came out to buy vegetables in the morning.
Walking among the bargaining crowd, no one knew the big star Yan Feng, only occasionally a few uncles and aunts gave him an extra look if they felt familiar.Yan Feng finally felt like returning to an ordinary person.He suddenly had an idea that maybe after he retired, life would become like this.
When I came to the familiar small shop selling soy milk and sweet soup in the market, there were still the two couples of uncles and aunts.After the uncle and aunt asked Yan Feng what he wanted, they smiled and turned to get it.After Yan Feng bought a small bag of deep-fried dough sticks from a small stall next to him, when he returned to Uncle and Aunt's shop, the ginger and potato soup he asked for was just brought up by the uncle.
After eating the ginger and potato soup with eggs, and taking a bite of fried dough sticks, I looked up and looked around at the people who were worrying about a catty and a half cents.Yan Feng felt very freehand, and this familiar feeling made him very comfortable.
After breakfast, Yan Feng took the sickle and hoe he had used, and drove to the hill where Old Yan slept.
After getting out of the car and going up the mountain, it was easy to reach the location.Yan Feng saw that the grass on Lao Yan's grave was already ten feet high.I haven't been here for more than a year, and it has been completely covered by spear grass.If Yan Feng doesn't come back for a few years, it's not certain whether he can find Lao Yan's shelter when he comes back.Yan Feng is glad that he decided to come back and have a look.
Taking the tools I brought up, I started weeding.I haven't done this for a long time, but Yan Feng still hasn't forgotten how to deal with it.After nearly half an hour of busy work, Lao Yan's tombstone finally reappeared.Yan Feng repainted Lao Yan's epitaph with the ink he bought.
After taking out offerings such as fruits and placing them on the table, after several heavy kowtows, Yan Feng sat in front of Lao Yan's tomb.
"Father, I'm here to see you."
"I'm going abroad to play football now, so I didn't come back to see you until today."``````
After sweeping the tomb, Yan Feng, who had settled his mind, went down the mountain and returned home.
Back in the home with only one person, Yan Feng felt like he was back in the past.For the rest of the time, apart from going grocery shopping, he stayed at home quietly drinking tea and reading a book.
The next day, Yan Feng still went to play in the morning.Then I went to have breakfast like yesterday and buy vegetables by the way, and then I went back home and stayed alone.
I don't know if I'm used to the days when someone is by my side.Going back to this peaceful day when there was only one person, the first day was okay, but the second day he felt a little too lonely.
Yan Feng is not a lively person, nor does he like to hang out with a group of people.I want to go and sit down with some old classmates. I haven't contacted them for several years, and I don't know if they still stay in the village.After a tour, Yan Feng found that he really didn't have many friends in his hometown.The most familiar person I can contact now is Aunt Ni.
Auntie?Forget it then.
So, apart from staying at home, Yan Feng went out for a stroll, looking for places where he had left his memories.After wandering almost all over the village, Yan Feng returned home.
At five or six o'clock in the afternoon, when Yan Feng was about to go to the kitchen to get some food for himself, he was surprised to see Aunt Ni coming to him.
"Aunt Ni? You came to see me?"
"What? I can't come to see you? Could it be that you have cheated on another little girl after only coming back for a day?" Aunt Ni, who was wearing a large T-shirt and jeans, walked in through the open door with a scrutiny.
"Hey, I'm that kind of liar in your eyes?" Yan Feng said with a wry smile.
"Who are you, you know in your heart." Aunt Ni gave Yan Feng a blank look, saw that he was holding a handful of vegetables in his hand, and then asked, "Are you ready to cook?"
"Yeah. It's not easy to do alone, so I'm going to fry something simple to fill my stomach." Yan Feng answered truthfully.
"Don't you guys pay attention to nutrition when you play football? How can this be done? Well, in this way, I just didn't eat, so I will be wronged and let you treat me." Aunt Ni said.
"Eh~" Seeing Aunt Ni's shameless appearance, Yan Feng was speechless for a while.However, he replied with a usual smile: "Okay. Then you can go to have a meal with me. Well, the old goose restaurant in the town is good. I heard that it was delicious when I was young. I have never had a chance to eat , just to try it this time.”
"Well, it's okay." Aunt Ni nodded and said.
"Then let's go." Yan Feng put down the dishes in his hand, went to get the keys, and took Aunt Ni away from home.
When he arrived at the place, Yan Feng touched his belly comfortably after a gust of wind.Then seeing Aunt Ni's similar movements, she said amusedly, "Aren't you afraid of getting fat as a girl who eats so much?"
"I usually exercise a lot. Sanda is not for nothing. I am not afraid of getting fat." Aunt Ni said nonchalantly.
After hearing this, Yan Feng glanced at the leftovers on the table, and said, "I said, how long has it been since I ate so much meat today? Besides, you still eat so much meat after you go back to the nunnery. Did the Buddha knock on your head?"
After hearing this, Aunt Ni gave Yan Feng a hard look.Then he said dissatisfied: "If you don't speak, no one will think you are dumb. I am not really Aunt Ni. Even if I want to be, I can't be."
Speaking of the latter, Aunt Ni's tone dropped.
"Eh~" Seeing the other party's sudden depression, Yan Feng, who was about to laugh and fight back loudly, swallowed the words.Then, change the subject: "Have you eaten yet? I'm going to pay the bill."
"Ah."
After paying the bill, Yan Feng drove to Pushang Village.After glancing at Miss Ni on the co-pilot, she asked, "Gumei Ni, are we taking you back to Cilian Nunnery now, or?"
Aunt Ni turned her head and glanced at Yan Feng, and said, "I don't want to go back for the time being. Well, I'll go to your house. I ate too much meat just now, and I just drank tea to relieve my tiredness. In other words, I haven't drank it for so many years." How about a cup of tea at your house?"
"Heh, it's the first time you've come to my house this year." Speaking of this, Yan Feng was really surprised.
"Oh." Aunt Ni didn't know what she was thinking again, she just oh.
Yan Feng saw that the other party seemed to be thinking about something, so he concentrated on driving.Soon returned to Yan Feng's home.
After returning home, Yan Feng took out the tea that Li Xueer gave him earlier to make.He likes to drink this tea very much. He didn't finish it when he was in Spain, so he brought it back.
After brewing, Yan Feng handed Aunt Ni a small cup, then picked up the teacup and sipped it slowly.
"Well, this tea is really delicious. After drinking it, I still think the tea is delicious. When I was abroad, I went to drink coffee with those guys, and I always felt that the coffee with added sugar was like a drink for women." Yan Feng drank After finishing the small cup in his hand, he smiled and found a topic to talk about.
But after a while, Yan Feng found that Aunt Ni didn't seem to answer.He looked up and found that Aunt Ni was holding a teacup to her mouth and drinking it at a time. Looking at the focus of her eyes, she didn't know what she was thinking.
It seemed that the other party didn't pay attention to what he was saying.Aunt Ni looked preoccupied.To be honest, this was the first time he had seen Aunt Ni who was thinking about her thoughts quietly like today.And it really made him not used to it.
Unexpectedly, Aunt Ni still has time to think about her thoughts!
"Aunt Ni, what's the matter? You seem to have something on your mind?" Yan Feng couldn't help asking.
After hearing this, Aunt Ni turned her head and glanced at Yan Feng, then shook her head lightly and said, "It's nothing."
"I look at you, you don't seem very happy? What's the matter? You should be happy when you come back to see Jing Qiu and the others. Isn't it, what's the matter with Jing Qiu?" Yan Feng thought of Jing Qiu's picture, but I felt pity The appearance of Qing Deng's long companion couldn't help asking.
"Junior Sister, she's fine. I'm just, hey!" Aunt Ni sighed, and turned her head to look at the night sky above the patio.
"Did that happen?" Yan Feng asked with concern.
"Nothing happened." Aunt Ni shook her head.
"Then why are you doing this?" Yan Feng asked puzzled.
"Me? Huh." Aunt Ni smiled lightly.
Yan Feng thought she didn't want to say it, but she quickly continued: "I, I'm actually a little afraid to go back to the nunnery. Every time I see my junior sister, I feel that I, my senior sister, are sorry for her."
"It's not your fault." Speaking of this, Yan Feng also became depressed.Even though he didn't do anything about what happened to Jing Qiu back then, a large part of it was on him.
"Since I was a child, I wanted to protect my junior sisters well. I am a senior sister, and I have always been strong. I always wanted to take care of them when they grow up, so that they can be normal people and live a happy life."
"Ci Lian Nunnery is a small nunnery, as long as one person presides over it. I thought that person would be me. But in the end, by accident, I became a junior sister."
"Do you think that I can become a vulgar man myself, and then let my junior sister return to vulgarity?"
"Do you think I don't want to? But it's impossible for me now. It's all because I was ignorant back then and didn't go to a Buddhist college. Now I want to be and I'm not qualified."
"Actually, I've come back often these years, but I haven't stayed for too long. It's not that I don't have time, but I don't dare to stay. Every time I face my junior sister, I feel very uncomfortable. I always feel that I owe her .”
Aunt Ni spoke slowly with a gloomy expression.
Yan Feng listened quietly without interrupting.There are some things he just needs to listen to.It was the first time I heard Aunt Ni talk about her thoughts, and Yan Feng suddenly had a different feeling when he looked at her.For the first time, he changed his opinion of Aunt Ni.
It turns out that Aunt Ni is such a person.Originally, she had always thought so in her heart.She wanted to be a big sister who protected everyone, but she didn't realize her wish.
In fact, Yan Feng could tell that Aunt Ni was not someone who really wanted to escape into Buddhism.She has always wanted to be a nun just so that her junior sisters who are younger than her can live happily.As for the current situation, he didn't know what to say.
Looking at Aunt Ni who was bowing her head after speaking, although she was still dressed like a tomboy, how could she look like a woman in her current expression?
This is just a male woman with a neutral appearance and sometimes looks fierce and annoying.In fact, she is an affectionate and kind little woman at heart.Yan Feng thought to himself.
"You have done a good job. Maybe these are the will of God." Yan Feng comforted.In order to avoid those unsolvable and heavy topics, he decided to change the subject.
"Actually speaking, I really envy you. I grew up with those sisters. It's not like I was only one person when I was a child. In a traditional place like ours, I was always bullied. Because of this , I always fight with others. Hehe."
"Oh. In fact, it is true. When I was studying, I often saw you fighting with others. I think you are not a good student." Aunt Ni replied after hearing the words.
"Actually, I'm a good student in my heart. It's just that I have to be a bad student who likes to fight a lot." Seeing that Aunt Ni answered, she hurriedly continued.
"Are you still a good student at heart? Your grades are not good, and your English is still so bad. You don't fight, and I don't see when you studied hard. Did you get 90 points in the test?" Aunt Ni said contemptuously.
"Why not? I got [-] points in a math test once."
"Is there? You can get a certificate that way. Why haven't I heard of it, but I often hear that you are criticized for fighting."
"Of course I have, I```"
Unknowingly, Aunt Ni's attention was diverted.Next, the two had a back and forth bickering about what happened when they were studying in the past.
In the fierce criticism of each other, time passed quickly.By the time the two stopped to drink a glass of water dryly, a long time had passed.After bickering, Aunt Ni was no longer as gloomy as before.She discovered this herself.
However, she also found that it was getting late. "It seems to be getting late. I have to go back."
"Then I'll drive you back." Yan Feng said.
"No need. It's such a short distance, I want to walk back." Aunt Ni said.
"It's not too early now. I don't know how the security here is. You are always not so safe as a girl. Let me walk back with you." Yan Feng said.
"Hmm~~ That's fine." Aunt Ni nodded after thinking about it for a while.
So, the two left Yan Feng's house.Under the moonlight, the two walked side by side not far apart.At this time, there were not many pedestrians on the small road.The two of them didn't speak, they didn't know what they were thinking, they just walked forward quietly.
The road of two or three kilometers will be finished soon.After seeing Cilian Nunnery, Aunt Ni turned her head and smiled to Yan Feng and said, "Thank you for today. Goodbye."
"Goodbye." Yan Feng waved his hand.
Seeing that Aunt Ni went in, Yan Feng turned around and walked back.But on the way home, Aunt Ni, who was a little different from usual today, always appeared in Yan Feng's mind.
"Heh, Aunt Ni looks quite comfortable when she's not aggressive. Especially that smile just now, she's actually quite attractive."
(End of this chapter)
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