Chapter 711: At that time, what could he give her for the future?
Chapter 711: At that time, what could he give her for the future?
Gu Yushen shook his head and explained, "No, my mother only asked me to agree to one condition at the time, that is, not to let anyone know her whereabouts, including me."
"At that time, I misunderstood my mother. I thought she couldn't accept this kind of life and wanted to leave me and escape. I agreed to her conditions and silently drew a line between us. In order not to make her sad, I never contacted her again."
"In my heart, she should be living the life she wants. As long as she lives safely in this world, I have nothing else to ask for."
"Because of Gu Chenyang, my grandfather's company went bankrupt, and everyone in my grandfather's family hates my mother."
"But she stayed with me, and Gu Chenyang kept hurting her on purpose, often bringing different women home to humiliate her."
"She resisted, but it was useless. Now the truth is out, you and I both understand that mom was acting in order to make Gu Chenyang trust her. In the end, she really believed that she had become a mental patient and was kicked out of the Gu family forever."
Tears glistened in Gu Yushen's eyes. This was the first time that Su Nanqing saw his ups and downs in emotions.
Gu Yu was deeply blaming himself and feeling regretful.
He hated himself for not knowing his mother better.
Let her face all the horrors alone.
Various emotions intertwined together, like thousands of needles, piercing his heart madly.
Su Nanqing didn't say anything, just watched him cry quietly.
Yes, he cried.
Gu Yushen smiled bitterly and let his tears flow: "Qingqing, I escaped death several times because of Gu Chenyang and Song Jiaqi. If a person really cares about the lives of others, then there must be a chance."
"Luckily, you saved me both times."
Su Nanqing understood, how could she not understand?
Gu Yushen has always had that kind of heart-wrenching pain.
She is also the one who understands it the most among these people.
"Gu Yushen, your mother gave birth to you and raised you. Because of the influence of your original family, you have been hiding in the dark, unwilling to take a good look at her. She accompanies you day and night, have you never thought that the person she loves the most is you?"
"In order to save your life and to ensure that there are no weak points around you, she would rather play crazy and stupid, just to let you replace the entire Gu family. You did it, but you suspected that she had ulterior motives."
"She watched you grow from a small sapling into a towering tree before she quietly left to be with your father."
Su Nanqing was speaking from the heart.
He huddled in a dark corner all day, not daring to love but only to hate.
But if the hatred is so strong, why don’t you dare allow yourself to love?
Su Nanqing's words hit Gu Yu Shen's lungs.
He clenched his fists, his knuckles turned white, and veins bulged on the back of his hands.
He collapsed instantly like a severely injured wild animal.
He was instantly overwhelmed by the severe pain all over his body and the heart-wrenching sadness.
Su Nan's clear and sober words were like sharp blades, accurately piercing the deepest and most painful corner of Gu Yushen's heart.
The guilt in his heart surged out like a flood that broke through a dam, leaving him nowhere to hide.
Su Nanqing watched him enveloped in great sadness.
It seems she was reluctant to do this.
He himself didn't want to live, so how could he care about his mother's life or death?
How desperate must a person be to have such a suicidal mentality?
Gu Chenyang plays Gu Tingchen, portraying the worst side of a father vividly and putting all the pain on Gu Yushen.
Because his grandparents always loved him, he took the courage to fight for the sake of his family.
But with his ability, he can succeed if he really tries.
After recovering, he took away everything from Gu Chenyang as quickly as possible.
At that time, he began to give her divorce agreements frequently.
But she was also very stubborn and didn't want to leave for his eyes.
Su Nanqing walked over, hugged him gently and patted his back.
Comfort him: "Gu Yushen, you don't have to blame yourself too much. If I had cured your eyes at the beginning, I would have left you. Maybe the road ahead would not be so difficult for you."
They all have mouths but can't speak.
Everyone has his own opinion.
Harmed each other.
Now a lot of things have been let go.
People can only look forward.
As long as you look forward, there is hope everywhere.
"No, Qingqing, because you stayed with me, allowing me to see the photos and discover the truth, which made me more certain. I want to keep you here, and no one can separate us."
He hugged her tightly, his voice hoarse but full of hope.
Su Nanqing was slightly shocked. At this moment, Gu Yushen released the pain in his heart.
His already broken heart found a breakthrough at this moment.
Why! !
She sighed in her heart, how should she explain this?
Su Nanqing hugged his tall body, patted his shoulders, stepped back and said, "Don't cry, now that you know the truth, you should cherish them. You are actually luckier than me. Your parents have never hurt you. They are all trying to protect you and let you stand up on your own. They didn't ignore you."
"I'm much more miserable than you. My brothers, yes, I used the most cruel means in the world. My biological mother said the most vicious words in the world to me."
"You feel like no one around you loves you, but now think about it, your grandparents, your parents, and Xue Qing, they have always stood by you, how can you feel that no one loves you?"
Gu Yushen held her in his arms again with trembling hands.
He hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear: "Qingqing, I will love you from now on."
He smiled and said, "Do you remember? The two years you and I spent in the villa were actually the happiest two years of my life. Those sweet memories appear in my mind at night like scenes from a movie."
"But when I think about the possibility that you might die because of me, my heart aches and I feel like I'm dying."
"Song Jiaqi and Tang Wanying's family thought you were a bad woman, and I even joined them in bullying you. Sometimes when people act, things become real."
He also knew that one day he would have an emotional breakdown.
He knew even more clearly that one day everything he had done would backfire on him and this great sorrow would bite him back.
"At that time, after dinner, you would push me out for a walk, and you would always chatter behind me."
"I've always remembered what you said, Gu Yushen. If we can continue like this until we're old and gray, then it'll be the end of time."
"I didn't answer you at that time. I didn't want to give you hope, nor did I want you to be dragged into the abyss by my dirty world."
At that time, he was also thinking that if the future allowed, he would also like to hold his hand and walk with him until the end of their lives.
But there was darkness in front of him, and there was a useless person sitting in a wheelchair. What could he give her a future?
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