readytorunbook Chapter 321 He is not qualified
Chapter 321 He is not qualified
Fang Qiuyan didn't care about him. Although she was indeed drunk, she was terribly clear-headed.
She remembered Fang Dongxue writing him a letter, and also remembered his silence.
Even though her hands and feet were weak, she still gritted her teeth and supported herself, walking home step by step.
Lu Jingsong thought that his heart would never hurt more than it did now.
But when he saw that she was obviously so drunk that her speech was slow, but she still straightened her back and tried to walk as steadily as possible so as not to give him the chance to support her, he realized what it meant to cut flesh with a blunt knife.
I don't know when my hands clenched into fists again, and my nails dug into the flesh again.
But it can't relieve the pain in my heart at all.
Looking at her strong yet lonely figure, he wanted to hug her regardless of anything several times.
However, he knew in his heart that he was not qualified.
The next day after receiving the letter, Fang Dongxue called the army, implying that she wanted him to return to the brigade as soon as possible and be responsible for her.
She also said that if he didn't come back, she would take her son and die immediately.
Naturally, Lu Jingsong was extremely unwilling to do this.
But he was the one who had let Fang Dongxue down in the first place, and he couldn't just ignore her life or death.
It's not that he still has feelings for her, it's just purely out of humanitarian concern.
However, even so, Lu Jingsong knew in his heart how much harm such concern would cause to Fang Qiuyan.
Because he didn't know how to face her, Lu Jingsong once again let her hide from him.
It wasn't until today when Lin Wanshu invited him to dinner that he finally couldn't hold back his longing for her.
After catching a rabbit, he couldn't wait to rush to the battalion commander's house.
However, what awaited him was her indifference and rejection.
Lu Jingsong knew he deserved it.
Even though he was still facing Fang Dongxue's entanglement, he still couldn't control his desire to see him.
Being ignored and excluded at this moment is what he deserves.
But even though I knew it, the pain in my heart was becoming more and more unbearable.
Lu Jingsong didn't know what to do.
I could only follow her blankly like a puppet.
Fang Qiuyan finally got home, and her feet didn't seem so weak anymore, so she went to boil water for a bath.
Seeing this, Lu Jingsong no longer cared about the sadness in his heart and stepped forward to help her.
But still was coldly rejected.
"Please stay away from me."
Hearing this, Lu Jingsong froze on the spot.
He looked at her straight in the eyes, but did not dare to move his hands at all.
Fang Qiuyan bit her tongue, and the pain seemed to relieve her drunkenness.
Taking advantage of this moment of clarity, she quickly washed the pot, filled it with water, and then lit a fire and put it in the stove to start burning.
Everything went so smoothly that you couldn't tell she was drunk.
Lu Jingsong stood there blankly, watching her busying around.
Soon, the water was boiled.
Fang Qiuyan's drunkenness had dissipated a little.
She mixed hot water with cold water, and when she was done, she carried half a bucket of water into the shower room.
During this process, every time Lu Jingsong wanted to say something or do something to her, he was discouraged by Fang Qiuyan's cold gaze.
After taking a quick shower, Lu Fang Qiuyan was almost sober.
After giving Douhua another bath, the mother and daughter hid back in the house again.
Douhua finally realized that something was wrong with his parents these days.
Being so young, she didn't know what to do.
She wanted her mother to stop being angry, and she also wanted to comfort her father and tell him not to be sad.
But in the end she found that she could do nothing.
Because of the depressing atmosphere at home, she, who had originally become lively and cheerful, returned to her silent and taciturn self when she first arrived at the family compound.
Although Fang Qiuyan was much more sober now, her sleepiness showed no sign of going away.
In the end, she didn't notice anything unusual about Douhua and just closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Outside the door, Lu Jingsong stood there for almost the entire night in a self-torturing manner.
It was almost dawn before he put on his military uniform again and set out for the troops.
Fang Qiuyan woke up and found that Lu Jingsong was not at home. She ignored him. After making breakfast and eating tofu pudding, she picked up the hoe and prepared to go to the fields to work.
Lin Wanshu has stopped collecting herbs recently, and since she is about to join a pharmaceutical factory, she has stopped going up the mountain to collect herbs.
I plan to use these few days to clear out the rice straw in the rice fields and plant some sweet potatoes.
As soon as I arrived at the field, I unexpectedly saw Su Mengying.
Su Mengying lost face so much yesterday that Fang Qiuyan thought she would stay out of the spotlight for a few days.
I didn't expect her to come to the field?
But she didn't look like she was cut out for hard work. She was holding a hoe, standing in the rice field with a look of disgust on her face, digging up the straw in the field from time to time.
It turned out that the early rice had been harvested and the late rice would soon be planted.
The military wives have been busy working in the fields these days, and even Su Mengqi is no exception.
Fang Qiuyan took just one look and then looked away. She put on her sleeves and prepared to dig up the straw.
But before she could go down to the field, she heard Su Mengying's terrified scream coming from the rice field next door.
"There's... there's a snake! Come and save me!"
Fang Qiuyan was also startled when she heard the snake.
She subconsciously raised the hoe, intending to hit the snake with the hoe if it jumped over.
Seeing how brave she was, Su Mengying instinctively ran towards her!
Sure enough, there was a snake two fingers thick following behind her.
The snake moved very quickly and bit Su Mengying on her calf.
Su Mengying was immediately frightened out of her wits!
Screaming "Ahhhh" in her mouth, she dragged the snake and ran towards Fang Qiuyan!
"Save me! Save me now!"
He grabbed Fang Qiuyan's clothes and she rescued him in panic.
Originally Fang Qiuyan was planning to kill the snake with a hoe, but now she was caught and couldn't kill the snake at all.
The snake seemed to have some deep hatred towards Su Mengying, and it refused to let go after biting her.
Just like that, Su Mengying had a snake wrapped around her legs, jumping and jumping, and she was so scared that she almost fainted.
"Let go, I can't help you like this."
Fang Qiuyan, who was being held tightly by her, had a very dark face and she spoke to Su Mengying with gritted teeth.
"I don't want it, please help me get it away, why don't you help me? I'm dying!"
Why did the snake change its target even though she was holding Fang Qiuyan?
Su Mengying was shocked and frightened, and she even spoke out her true feelings so carelessly.
Fang Qiuyan was almost amused by her.
Raising her hand, she pushed her hard!
"Get out of here! I have no obligation to be bitten by a snake for you!"
But Su Mengying was almost scared to death, how could she dare to let go?
As she pulled, two "snapping" sounds were heard, and two of Fang Qiuyan's buttons were torn open by her.
Fang Qiuyan became even angrier!
Just as she was about to lose her temper, she saw Su Mengying, who had a crazy and collapsed look on her face, standing there in a daze, staring straight at her... shoulder?
"Why...why do you have this birthmark here?"