unable to grow up

Chapter 6

Cang Han has always been a slightly dull person, otherwise, no matter how many routines Cheng Ling had, he would not have been able to use them for five years and they would still be effective, but today he suddenly became sharper, and immediately grasped the unusual places.

Cheng Ling was a little dazed because of Cang Han's sudden alertness, but she reacted quickly, and soon came to her senses, and finally found the dusty medicine box hidden deep in the TV cabinet, took out the burn ointment from it, and looked at it. He checked the date and confirmed that it hadn't expired before putting the medicine box back to its original place, holding the ointment in one hand and Cang Han in the other, sat down on the sofa, and applied the medicine to her as if nothing had happened.

"Senior sister," Cang Han saw that Cheng Ling didn't answer his question for a long time, and asked again, "How do you know that I love ice cream in winter?"

Cheng Ling gently applied the medicine to Cang Han, fearing that Cang Han would hurt if his hand was too strong, he carefully applied a layer of ointment on the reddened area, then lowered his head and blew on the wound.She lowered her head, her red lips pursed slightly, as if she wanted to kiss Cang Han's hand.Cang Han looked at those lips, a little watery light glistened under the lamp, his face suddenly turned red.

What a pair of lips suitable for kissing, Cang Han blushed and thought, the taste must be very good.She smacked her lips, as if she could recall that feeling.She was completely immersed in the fantasy of the taste of Cheng Ling's lips, and forgot her question just now.

Cheng Ling blew on Cang Han's wound, raised his head, and saw the man staring at him in a daze, his eyes were stark naked, as if he wanted to eat himself, he laughed all of a sudden, and raised his hand to pat him. He patted her on the forehead and said angrily, "Wipe your saliva and it's all running down your neck, you know? Why are you using your brains?"

"Ah?" Cang Han shuddered, and his thoughts finally drifted back. Hearing what Cheng Ling said, he really raised his sleeve and wiped his mouth, remembering the careful thoughts in his mind about the senior sister, and seeing it as Ling Yingying's smile , as if he had seen through himself, his face was so red that it could bleed, Cheng Ling laughed at her even more unscrupulously: "Okay, okay, why do you take it seriously when you are teasing you? That face is the same as that of drinking wine. It seems that I have guessed it, and I really have some bad idea in my heart?"

Cang Han's blushing face was sweating from anxiety, and he couldn't help begging for mercy, "Sister, don't make fun of me, aren't you here for dinner?"

Cheng Ling pursed his lips to stop the laughter, and there was still a little smile on his lips that he couldn't take back in time. He glanced at Cang Han's hand, and said, "Can you still cook after this? Just sit down, today Let me show you a hand." While speaking, he rolled up his sleeves and went into the kitchen, leaving Cang Han sitting on the sofa alone, dubiously looking at Cheng Ling's back, the senior sister's hands seemed to be untouched, Cook?Is she okay?

Cang Han didn't realize until the cooking sound came from the kitchen, Cheng Ling still didn't answer the question she asked Cheng Ling.

Cang Han's doubts about Cheng Ling's cooking skills vanished the moment he ate Cheng Ling's dishes, and he ate two bowls of rice for the first time in a row. A swollen stomach could be clearly seen even under a layer of clothes, and he burped.

"Senior sister, who did you learn your cooking skills from? The cooking is too delicious, right? It's better than my mother's cooking. I've never eaten such delicious food!" Cang Han felt his chubby Hiccupping his stomach, he gave Cheng Ling a heartfelt compliment with a thumbs up.Cang Han is actually a very picky person. When she was a child, she was teased by her mother who was a superb cook. It is also rare for the cook to satisfy her. Every dish cooked by Cheng Ling suits her taste perfectly. On the one hand, Cang Han finds it unbelievable, but on the other hand, he is a little helplessly discouraged. Sure enough, all excellent people are excellent. I am afraid that I will never be able to catch up with this senior sister in my life.

Cheng Ling smiled and said, "If you like it, I'll make it for you every day."

Cang Han also smiled, not taking it seriously.Just kidding, senior sister's time is very precious, how can I have time to cook for myself every day?It's just a polite remark.

After eating and drinking enough, Cang Han thought of his previous question again. This doubt was suffocated in his heart. He was afraid that he would not be able to sleep well tonight, so he couldn't help asking the third time, "Senior sister, how do you know... ..."

"I know you like to eat ice cream in winter." Cheng Ling helped her finish the rest of the sentence, and raised his eyes to look at her, with complicated and indescribably weird eyes.

The air in the room suddenly became quiet, Cang Han felt scared, lowered his head and rubbed his belly, not daring to speak, and not daring to look at Cheng Ling.

After 5 minutes of silence like this, Cheng Ling suddenly smiled, lowered his eyelids a little, moved his eyes from Cang Han's face to the table, staring at a drop of vegetable juice splashed on the table, "You told me before .”

What?Cang Han blinked, and looked at Cheng Ling puzzled, did I say it myself?Then why am I not impressed at all?

"You don't remember." Cheng Ling smiled again and let out a long sigh, "Of course, you don't remember."

The strength in her whole body was drained with the sigh, her straight shoulders drooped, she leaned on the chair with half of her face on her back, her eyes were half closed, and she laughed at herself, "Sometimes I feel that I am really useless." .”

Cang Han didn't know why Cheng Ling suddenly gave up on himself so much, and he didn't know why she suddenly said such dejected words. In Cang Han's heart, Cheng Ling was almost omnipotent, and today he added another "Excellent cooking skills" come in, if such a person also says that he is useless, then Cang Han feels that he should die.

Moreover, seeing Cheng Lingyu sad, Cang Han herself also became sad, a corner of her heart that she hadn't discovered, began to talk about sadness, "Senior sister..." She wanted to comfort Cheng Ling, but she Not knowing how to comfort her, she paused for a while before murmuring, "You're not useless..."

At this moment, Cang Han also started to feel dejected, see, she was the one who was really useless, she couldn't even think of a word of comfort, she began to regret that she made her senior sister so sad by asking that question.

Of course, this sentence of consolation did not make Cheng Ling feel better, and she put on an ugly smile, "You love ice cream in winter, but you only eat watermelon at room temperature in summer, and you hate onions, ginger, garlic, coriander and other ingredients with smells , but you have a special liking for celery, by the way, you like to drink soda, but it seems that you have forgotten this, right?"

Cang Han froze for a moment, she had indeed forgotten.She had a car accident five years ago and hurt her brain. Later, the doctor told her not to eat snacks, sodas and irritating foods. I haven't had a drink for more than five years, so I didn't know that I used to like to drink soda.

Cheng Ling put away his expression, and said lightly: "You let me keep these things firmly in my heart, but you forgot yourself."

"I..." Cang Han felt very guilty. She knew that she had forgotten some things, but it didn't affect her normal life. It wasn't an important thing after all, so she gradually didn't care about it. Now it seems that the things she forgot must be Most importantly, she also has a close relationship with Cheng Ling.

Cheng Ling sighed again, and put the dishes into the kitchen. He was lazy and would never do it himself when he could not do it himself, so almost all the equipment at home were smart, such as dishwashers and sweeping robots. Cheng Ling put the dishes and chopsticks into the dishwasher, turned on the switch and left it alone. When he came out of the kitchen, Cang Han was standing at the door, looking at him fixedly, but his eyes were very confused.

"Senior sister, did I forget something important?" She was like a child who made a mistake. She only knew that the adults were angry, but she didn't know where she had offended the adults. Standing in front of Cheng Ling at a loss, she blamed herself Sad again, Cheng Ling felt distressed.

"Cang Han, sometimes I think, you should never think about those things for the rest of your life.

But sometimes I feel that this is not too unfair to me. "

Standing in front of Cang Han, Cheng Ling leaned wearily on her shoulder, "Xiao Han, I have been waiting for you for five years, there are some things that you cannot escape forever."

"Sister..."

"Call me by my name." Cheng Ling said, "The word senior is too unfamiliar."

Cang Han was silent for a while, then whispered: "Cheng Ling."

Cheng Ling's face looked a little pale in the light and shadow of Cang Han's shoulder, and he smiled discouragedly: "This is enough."

Cheng Ling had an unyielding energy in his bones, Cang Han had never seen her so discouraged.

After eating a good meal like this, he was obviously very happy at the beginning, but because of Cang Han's problem, he became like this, Cang Han blamed himself for his ignorance, and because he forgot something important, In short, it made the senior sister sad, and all the mistakes were her fault. Her mood became gloomy, and when she sent Cheng Ling out, her face was still frowning.

Cang Han sent Cheng Ling all the way downstairs, watching Cheng Ling get into the car, some fragments suddenly flashed in his mind, and asked abruptly: "Senior sister, do you like children?"

Cheng Ling clenched the steering wheel with both hands, his pupils constricted, and he frowned in disgust, "It's so annoying."

After saying this, she turned the steering wheel and left quickly, without even saying goodbye to Cang Han.

When Cang Han heard Cheng Ling's words "I hate it", she felt even more sad for no reason. The corner of her heart that she just discovered today was aching, and she couldn't even explain why she felt sad when she didn't like children. .

Cang Han's eyes followed the direction Cheng Ling was driving away for a long time, until his eyes became sore, he turned and walked back, who knew that as soon as he turned around, he saw a child, it was the one Cang Han met in the morning.The child also looked at the direction Cheng Ling left, looking like he was about to cry, Cang Han turned around, his big eyes that were about to cry or not stared at Cang Han instead, making Cang Han feel uncomfortable.

"Mom." The child called out to Cang Han with a sobbing tone.

In a world of ice and snow, this trembling "Mom" made Cang Han feel cold all over his body.

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