after breaking up

Chapter 6

It was a rare weekend that Shen Ming was going to sleep to death and wait until night to go out for a while, but the quilt on the bed was suddenly lifted and a dead child's face was enlarged in front of his eyes.

"what are you doing"

"You take me out to play"

"Ha..." Shen Ming suddenly opened his eyes and he was still not quite sober, "I'm already trying my best to bear with having an extra child at home, don't push yourself too far."

"It's been so long" Yu Yan grabbed his wrist "We need to cultivate a little relationship"

"...Believe it or not, I'll just scrap you and throw you on the street begging for food"

Yu Yan looked at the person who was irritated on the bed and smiled, "I made breakfast, you get up and eat something before you can use me up."

Facts have proved that when people are full, they generally lose their anger. "Why do you suddenly want me to take you out to play?"

"How to say, it's not impossible for me to go out by myself, but I always feel worried that you are alone at home." Yu Yan put away the bowl, picked up the backpack and looked serious.

"Thank you, don't worry about it if you don't hold it." Shen Ming rubbed his eyebrows "I don't want to go out"

"Do you want me to come to your office to harass you in the future?" Yu Yan paused, "The kind that asks the teacher questions every day."

Shen Ming squinted his eyes, "You win, I'll go out"

When Shen Ming arrived at the destination, Shen Ming never thought that he would want to come to this place. After being pulled on the merry-go-round, the Ferris wheel, and stuffed with a marshmallow, Yu Yan stood in front of the claw machine and said to him, "I like it." I'll catch it for you." Shen Ming suddenly felt a little strange, as if he had been here before

"What am I going to do with this retarded thing?"

Yu Yan stuffed the caught dolls into his arms as if he didn't hear, and said to himself, "I'll catch you a pair later."

Shen Ming sighed and gave all the things in his hand to the little girl beside him who was staring at the things in his hand, and lit a cigarette, "Yu Yan, what do you mean?"

"...Teacher, what would you do if I said you liked you."

"Study hard, you just have too little homework now." Shen Ming took out the doll Yu Yan caught and handed it to the little girl who hadn't left yet, and blew out a smoke ring, "It's true that there are so many homosexuals in your family. It's family misfortune"

Without saying a word, Yu Yan took the cigarette away from Shen Ming's hand and stuffed him with a marshmallow.The pair of little bears in the claw machine did not know what kind of nerves they had poked him, and they grabbed a pair and returned to Shen Ming's hands.

"If you like it, keep it for yourself, don't stuff it to me"

"Teacher, no matter how many times I've been away, I'll find you back. I'm different. You trust me."

Seeing Yu Yan like this, Shen Ming suddenly felt very bored, he was a little tired for some reason, people seem to be always trapped by unaware forces, some people call them destiny.But if you don't catch them early, they are often difficult to detect

---------- Remember, don't lose what you have by chasing phantoms.

"Go back, it's almost time"

"it is good"

Many things are good when they are given to you, but they will all start to rot after a long time in your hands. People can accept physical death but cannot accept emotional death, so compared with most pains in this world Wake up, people are really not afraid of death.

Memories are a good thing, all kinds of them constitute the self at every moment, and people's consciousness comes from memories.But I don't want to remember everything clearly, which will make people lose the beauty of being alive.Because people are weak, most of them only need some necessary memories to live firmly, for example, being hurt, cheated, insulted, bullied, hit, frustrated, facing death, facing loss, etc. It’s not too much of a problem to remember them painfully, it’s just that you will slowly forget the small, immature, and weak warmth and beauty before encountering these, so that when facing the lost past, it will become more and more painless.

So the longer you live, the less you can study and think about it, so when you see stinky food, rotten feelings, and disappearing people, what does it matter.