left hand writing love

Chapter 3 Chapter 3

Hello, Assistant Professor Xu, oh, it means that Teacher Li is in the administration building now, yes, I'll go there right now, yes, thank you Assistant Teacher.I looked at him excitedly, I may not have time to play with you in the morning, because I really have a very important thing to deal with, really important.So sorry, um, you can just deduct my wages.I looked at him embarrassed.Sitting on the upper bunk, he was stunned for a moment, probably because of the selection of courses.Um.Then you go, it's all right.He tugged at his nest-like hair so that the bangs almost went to the back of his head.This is what handsome guys look like when they wake up.sleep well?I asked him, and he still looked confused.Well,,, okay.I'm leaving soon, and I won't have time for breakfast, so what are your plans for today?me?Nonsense is not who you are, I thought to myself, has my IQ lowered after sleeping.I'm going to go outside.You won't get lost, I got up to warm up a cup of milk, and I was ready to go.No, I heard him say in a small voice behind me, and I turned around and fell asleep again.After I got dressed, I casually wore a very convenient down jacket, which was also pretty, long and camouflage.With a black scarf.It's also pretty.I also warmed up a glass of milk for him by the way, then wrote my phone number on a post-it note, told him to call him from a Korean public phone, and then I went out.

Professor Li, I am an international student in the 13th class. My name is Yu Yi. I wanted to take your course at that time, but I didn't.Does the professor still have a place here?I really, really want to take the professor's class.After I finished speaking, I raised my head and looked at him sincerely.Professor Li is a well-known male professor in the field of language majors. Girls are very good at language majors.So it is not easy for boys to be able to make a difference.I saw that the professor was wearing a neat suit, with gold-rimmed eyes and small eyes, and looked very amiable. The professor was already in his 50s, but he didn't look like a pedant.Do you like my class so much? The professor looked at me seriously.Professor, I have chosen your class in my junior year, and I don't want to miss it this time.I replied very firmly.Yu Yi, um, I heard about you, college students can be divided into several categories, and you are the one who lives on scholarships.When the professor said this sentence, I felt extremely embarrassed, yes, that's it.It can only be this type.Because the scholarship was issued late, but the deadline for paying tuition fees was later than the scholarship, so I heard that the teaching assistant Xu kept mentioning your name, so I had an impression of you. I think your grades are really good. I will give you a quota when you get back. Tell me your student number and I will add you. The exam is coming soon, so prepare well.Professor Li patted my shoulder and looked at me with a smile.I really wanted to kneel at that time, it was so touching.Sure enough, what my mother said was right, my appearance has been liked by teachers and elders from elementary school to university.Thank you professor, I quickly bowed.My heart immediately relaxed, and my mood was also cloudless.Thank you, thank you for being able to meet those who are willing to help me and approach me on the bumpy and bumpy road of my life.

I ran back to the apartment and ran into my roommate, Kim Jonghyun, before entering the apartment complex.He is not an international student, but his family is relatively wealthy. He thinks that the apartment for international students is better than that of ordinary school students, so he lives in it. It is indeed the case.Why haven't I seen you recently, Yu Yi.Ah, me.Recently, I leave early and return late, and serve as a tour guide for others.We talked as we walked to the apartment.I wasn't in a hurry either, I thought Ouyang Yi must be sleeping and didn't get up again.I looked at the watch and it was almost 11:[-] noon.be a guide?It must be very tiring, running around with a group of people, but will you be arrested without a tour guide card? He grabbed my arm and asked me anxiously.No, it's better to say it's a translator than a tour guide. There's only one person, so don't worry.Oh, that's it, that's okay.I looked at him, he was a very cute boy, he was like a Korean boy but not very girly, he had to put on light makeup when he went out, but there are many boys of this age in Korea.The dark green down jacket with the popular bloated rooster with the white pointed hat of Elstinko, which is particularly Korean.Stepping on dark brown high-top Martin boots.Very Korean, but not my type.I'm not very familiar with Kim Jonghyun, but the people who live under the same roof seem to be familiar with the conversation.Let me treat you to dinner, Yu Yi.It’s not about the exam, you’re going back to China after the exam, right?May not see it.He was still holding my arm, and I pulled him away seemingly indifferently.Wait until I send that god away, I thought.No, someone is still waiting for me.Is that the one you gave him as a tour guide?Yep.You can see the disappointment on your face.Well, then you must tell me when you have time.Yes, don't worry, said to him with a smile.Opening the door, Ouyang didn't care, the room was very tidy, not as messy as last night, just like it was before he came.My heart suddenly hurt like being pricked by a needle.Such a scene is as if he has never been here, and I have never known him.I immediately turned on the phone, but there was no incoming call from an unfamiliar number. I ran to the wardrobe, hesitating, hoping that his clothes were still there, and I pulled them away abruptly.Then sat down involuntarily.I saw that his clothes were still there.Take a deep breath, then relax.What happened to me just now, I couldn't help asking myself, what was it that I was so worried just now and didn't want him to leave.Does this count as reluctance, does it count as missing, does it count as,, do you like it?I was pulling my hair frantically.No, no, tell yourself no.You can't have such thoughts.

Dong dong dong, I heard a knock on the door, and immediately ran over to open the door.You're back?Before I saw the person clearly, I asked excitedly, ah, Kim Eun-hyun looked at me in surprise.At first glance, Kim Eun-hyun was a little disappointed.Ah for what.Can't understand Chinese.I can't help it either.I ordered a lot of takeaways when you ate, do you want to eat?Is it possible, thank you.I flipped through my phone from time to time, waiting for Ouyang Yi's call, but it still didn't come.By the way, Yu Yi, have you taken the required courses? I heard that you don't seem to have taken Professor Li's courses.Well, but I went to find the professor and he told me to add it.real!Very good.I also chose Professor Li's. I had dreams of big and loud, I jumped so high I touched the clouds.Suddenly the phone rang, and I saw that it was a public phone, so I answered it right away.Hello.Hello Yu Yi, I'm Ouyang Yi.Well, where have you been.I went to Cheongdam Cave for a walk.Alas, did you still go shopping for clothes?Where are you now.I'm at the gate of University S now.Haven't eaten lunch yet.I saw Kim Eun-hyun looking at me with a dazed expression.Then I will pick you up.Well, I'll just sit at the gate, but Yu Yi, the gate of your school is so unique, ah, the gate of our school, most people can't appreciate it, you understand.Hahaha.come quickly.OKI told Kim Eun-hyun that I had something to go out, so I ran to the school gate.Not long after, the phone rang, and it was the same number.Hey, Yu Yi, don't come here yet, why?I asked him.I forgot that I was still carrying something in my hand, and I was going to put it in the room.All right, then you go back, I'll go outside to touch you, will it work.become.I walked slowly and saw a tall boy with a big bag and a small bag appeared on the other side of the road. I saw him at a glance, and he was still wearing my coat.This kid is really good, a good shopper.He shook the hand holding the bag at me.Passers-by looked at this handsome guy, and they must have thought wow, that's awesome (awesome).Isn't it you who are going to flee famine?Why buy so many clothes, I kicked his shoes.Seeing that he wasn't out of breath, he thought he was in good health, and he didn't sweat after wearing so many things.But his cheeks were still a little hot and reddish.No, I also bought a lot of food.He gave me a blank look.When I saw him for the first time just now, I was not happy or excited, but felt very at ease and relaxed.Yo, who said that I was short of money and had no money to stay in a hotel?He looked at me with a smirk, and there is yours in it too, if you talk about me again, I won't give it to you.is it true?for me?He nodded.Oh then I won't talk about it.Ha you really are. . .What is it?nothing?Don't say it.You go on and on about so many things first, and you don’t know how to mention them for me.I quickly took some from his hand, and he handed it to me. When I took the bag from his right hand, I could feel the temperature of his hand when I touched it.I was so excited that I couldn't hold it steady and almost fell.What's wrong?he ask me.It's all right, not sure.Let's go, aren't you hungry?Well, I'm so hungry. He looked at me pitifully, and then bumped me with his body.I laughed at him like a child.

I don't know when I can be so warm with him, it seems that neither the body nor the mouth will go through the brain's thinking first, but consciously make actions and words that challenge the principles I have always adhered to.What's wrong with me?Maybe even I don't know.In other countries, whether you live well or not depends partly on your financial resources, no, most of them are.But I never felt inferior because of it.The reason why I want to come to a foreign country is because people will not ask me and try to understand me, the so-called family members will not contact me, and I will not feel pressured by others' kindness or attempts.I'm in a country that doesn't speak Chinese, and when people come to ask me to try to get to know me, I pretend I don't know Korean.Seeing that you are a foreigner at least kills half of your enthusiasm in terms of language.I think that's fine.I don't know when I became like this, but I just feel that I am living a real and easy life like this.There is nothing wrong with being alone, always alone.

Afraid of people asking questions, swallowing tears and pretending to be happy, concealing the truth.

The author has something to say:

I changed the name of the work, in fact, I just wanted to use "left hand writing love" at the beginning.Because same-sex love is taboo, the reason why I chose the previous one was to make it more popular and attract attention, but I changed it anyway.Time is long, you and I are long, how can there be no one who understands you?