There is a kind of love that is insincere

Chapter 21

When I watched gv at night, I regretted buying them, and I felt that Zhuo Luoyin was right to throw them in the trash can, and I shouldn't pick them up.I was dumbfounded by the large-scale clips on the screen, but Zhuo Luoyin was very calm.I couldn't bear to go to the toilet to vomit when I saw the back.

Zhuo Luoyin went into the toilet to be afraid of my back, probably to make me feel better.After I vomited, I didn't dare to look back at his face.He should feel uncomfortable with my reaction like this.

I wiped my mouth and felt dizzy when I stood up.

"Yuan Yi, am I forcing you too much?"

I shook my head falsely, "No, it's okay."

He stared at me, "Are you sure?"

"Well, haha..." I rubbed the back of my head and laughed dryly. I thought that if I vomit a few more times in the future, I should be immune to those films, just pity my stomach.

Zhuo Luoyin's fingers turned white, and he could see the other's pale face, he knew that the other party couldn't stand that kind of film, but he just wanted to prove his importance in the other party's heart because of that anger.

"Yuan Yi, you should tell me the truth."

"What's the truth?" I was a little confused. Besides I don't like him, do I have anything to hide from him?It seems that there is, but he shouldn't know it?

"You can't accept my closeness at all, can you?"

I was taken aback when I heard it, and thought about how I resisted it. I really couldn't accept it, but I was trying to accept it, but not for him.

"No," I denied, suddenly my face was lifted by Zhuo Luoyin.

"Then, you can try it with me now."

I was slightly stunned, "Try what?"

"Do ~ love."

He said it calmly, but I couldn't calm down. Did he and I have to pay attention to this kind of thing?

"I haven't..." Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by Zhuo Luoyin.

"Yuan Yi, don't make excuses anymore!" Zhuo Luoyin didn't want to follow the other party anymore, if this went on, he felt that his patience for waiting for the other party would disappear completely, and he would probably act crazy by then.

At this moment, there is a devil in his heart who tells him to destroy the other party, possess the other party, and tear the other party apart.

I was anxious, "I'm not making excuses, I really haven't learned to do that kind of thing."

He held my shoulders, looked straight at me, and said sharply, "I'll teach you!"

It was the first time I saw his impatient look, so I was afraid.I wanted to break free from his hand, but he pressed it too hard and it hurt, "Can I learn by myself?"

Zhuo Luoyin didn't answer my question, he just looked at me like that, which made me panic.

"Then why don't you wait for me to watch the dishes for a few days?" I wanted to discuss with him, but I forgot that Zhuo Luoyin was not always so tolerant of me.

"It's the same for you waiting for a few days! Yuan Yi, is it so difficult for you to tell me the truth!" Zhuo Luoyin frowned, and looked at me complicatedly, his eyes made me uncomfortable.

"I'm not lying, I really want to learn," I argued, at least from my point of view, I tried to make myself accept that kind of thing again.

.So tell me, how did you feel when I kissed you? "

What he said surprised me, I couldn't say disgusting, but I didn't want to lie to him again, maybe all I did was lie to him.

I bowed my head, "It's beautiful."

"Is that right?"

I nodded.

"I want to kiss you now, you shouldn't refuse me, right?"

"Yes, huh? No, no, no..." When I heard this, my reaction didn't turn around, and I immediately shook my head. I just vomited, and my mouth hadn't been wiped yet. He would definitely feel sick if he wanted to kiss me.

He stared at me more and more unfamiliarly. I guessed that he misunderstood me and explained, "I just vomited before, and my mouth was not clean."

Zhuo Luoyin let go of me, and said sadly, "Do you know that every time you finish speaking, I have to think about the credibility of your words, so can't you tell me the truth?"

"I'm telling the truth."

"Really? If it's the truth, then you should have said it directly when I asked you!" He looked at me angrily.

"I'm just, just... I can't think of how to say it," this matter doesn't need an explanation at all, Zhuo Luoyin should be able to understand it.

He smiled, but said very lightly, "Just what? It's just that you are thinking about making up a lie to make me believe it? Bai Yuanyi! Did you ever think about my feelings when you lied!"

"I'm not lying, I'm telling the truth, why don't you believe me?" I panicked, my thoughts were confused, what Zhuo Luoyin said made me baffled.

There was pain in his eyes, I was taken aback, is it because of me?But what did I do wrong?What did you say wrong?

"Yuan Yi, why don't I believe you? But what about you? How did you treat me! Do you dare to tell me that you have never lied to me!" Zhuo Luoyin said, waving my arms, as if to give I have a chance.

How can I tell him now?Did he know that I lied to him?But I can't say, I lied to him about some things for his own good.

"Luo Yin, I really didn't lie to you, can you trust me once?"

When he heard what I said, there was real disappointment in his eyes, which made my heart ache.Zhuo Luoyin slammed her fist against the wall and slammed the door to go out.

I was alone in the toilet in a daze for a long time, until I heard the sound of driving, I didn't come back to my thoughts, but I couldn't chase him and explain to him.I can't explain and don't know how to explain my lies.

Everyone has a lying nature, and I love to use lies to cover my hypocritical self.This is me, Zhuo Luoyin, so, will you continue to like me?

This time I really quarreled with Zhuo Luoyin, so Yu Yueshui will know about it, and then how will he come to trouble me?O night, can't you give me peace for a while?

After Zhuo Luoyin left last night, she didn't come back the next morning, but Yu Yueshui came here when it was almost noon.When I saw his face on the monitor, my heart ached slightly. Sooner or later, I would have to face each other, and sooner or later, I would have to hurt each other, but I opened the door without hesitation.

Yu Yueshui didn't come in after the door opened, he stood at the door, looking at me coldly, I knew he would have such a face, because I was thinking about him all night.

He didn't speak, presumably waiting for me to speak.

"Are you alright?"

"What happened between you and Luo Yin?"

I looked at his indifferent face, there was no anger, it seems that Zhuo Luoyin didn't tell Yu Yueshui what happened between me and him.

"It's nothing."

"Nothing? He was so drunk yesterday! Isn't it because of you!" Yu Yueshui became angry, he pushed my shoulder, and I almost fell down.

Probably because I didn't sleep last night, it caused my body to be so tired.I held on to the door to stabilize myself.

Yu Yueshui frowned when she saw that I was on the verge of falling, but remained silent.

"Zhuo Luoyin, has he been drinking?" After all, yesterday I only thought he was looking for Yu Yueshui, but I didn't expect him to drink, and would someone like Zhuo Luoyin also drink?

Yu Yueshui grabbed my collar, pulled me in front of him, and stared at me viciously, "Bai Yuanyi, do you need to be so hypocritical now! Don't you know he's going to drink! He beat you up Telephone!"

.ah?Me, he didn't call me. "I froze, wondering, my phone didn't ring at all yesterday.

Yu Yueshui sneered, "You didn't receive the call? He has your call records in his mobile phone, maybe you didn't receive it!"

Seeing him like this made my heart hurt even more. Why did he question me like this?Why does he cherish Zhuo Luoyin so much?what about me?

Yu Yueshui, do you know my heart?

I smiled and said impatiently, "So what if I didn't receive it? Could it be that he calls me and I will answer it?"

I like you, can you yell at me like this?He doesn't know that my head hurts from yesterday to now, and he doesn't know that my heart is agitated for him, because I like him, so I have to bear it.

My words aroused Yu Yueshui's anger, before I could react, he punched me, I was knocked down on the ground, my head hit the floor, my vision suddenly went dark, and the back of my vision slowly recovered.The smell of blood filled my mouth, the skin of my mouth was bitten, but the most painful thing was my heart.

This punch by Yu An'an was very strong, a few drops of blood flowed out from the corner of my mouth, fell to the floor, and scattered a few red flowers.I wiped off the blood from the corner of my mouth with my hand, stood up staggeringly, looked at him, and told myself that I couldn't fight back, and my head hurt so badly that I couldn't see the scene in front of me clearly.

"Bai Yuanyi! People like you are not worthy of Luo Yin's liking!" He stared at me, opened his lips and said, uttering what I knew well.

I looked at him and smiled calmly, "Yeah, I'm not good enough for him, but you are good enough for him, let him like you!"

He said angrily, "Do you still want me to punch you!"

With a gloomy face, he approached me. I saw his clenched fists and the corners of his mouth widened.I don't know how weird I am like this, but I can guess from Yu Yueshui's furrowed brows.

"Yu Yueshui, you might as well kill me."

In this way, I will not feel bad for you, nor will I be tortured by love.

"Do you think I dare not?"

I smiled and scratched the wound, but I still said, "You ask me like that, you will beat me if I say anything?" It seems that this is the first time I face him so calmly. I used to be very afraid of him, but now Not that feeling.

"But even if you beat me up, I won't hate you."

Yu Yueshui was taken aback, his expression changed slightly, he felt that the person standing in front of him was not like the Bai Yuanyi he had seen before.

"Yu Yueshui, if Zhuo Luoyin was you, I wouldn't be sad if you don't like me, but I like him, I like him, but I can't accept his touch."

"Yu Yueshui, if it were you, would you like me?" I asked him, pretending to be calm and unintentional, and I just wanted to know something that was about to torment me.

Yu Yueshui was taken aback for a moment, not knowing what stimulated the person in front of him, and felt that the person in front of him was unreal.

"What exactly do you want to ask?"

I smiled and said, "Is sex so important between men? Could it be that only when the body is satisfied can the love between two people last long? If you are with Zhuo Luoyin, would you be willing to make love under him?" !"

Yu Yueshui remained silent, guessing the general situation, maybe he should have known it since he saw those dishes yesterday.

"Did you two quarrel just because of this kind of thing?"

He didn't believe that the reason why Zhuo Luoyin got so drunk last night was this, there should be other reasons.

"and also……"

He said with a firm tone, "What else?"

I glanced at him and smiled slightly, "Why should I tell you?"

Yu Yueshui looked at me coldly, then suddenly raised her hand and slapped me, my mother never hit me so hard before.The bloody taste in my mouth was even stronger.

He grabbed my neck and said coldly, "Bai Yuanyi, no matter what happens between you and Luo Yin, as long as you make Luo Yin feel sad because of you, I will never let you go. Blame me for being rude!"

After he finished speaking, he let go of his hand, and without waiting for any reaction from me, he turned and left.

I stared blankly at his back as he went away, my heart seemed to be torn apart, and blood was coming out, I thought he really wanted to strangle me, but he strangled me so hard, I felt that as long as he used force, You can definitely send me to Huangquan.

Yu Yueshui, my love for you, is this how you respond to me?

I laughed out loud, so much that I couldn't straighten up, but fell to the ground.

I took out my phone to check, there was no phone number of Zhuo Luoyin at all, did Yu Yueshui lie to me?Or did Zhuo Luoyin lie to him?

My head hurt so badly, and then I spit out bloody phlegm and called my old mobile phone.While waiting for the beep, my eyes suddenly went dark, and in a trance, I heard Lan Shi's voice inside.

I responded weakly and passed out.Go to sleep, maybe I'm just dreaming.

When I woke up, there was a vast expanse of whiteness in front of my eyes. After looking carefully, I realized that I was lying on a hospital bed, but how did I get to the hospital?

I sat up holding my aching head, and just wanted to open my mouth to ask the aunt on the hospital bed next to me, but the movement of my mouth made my face hurt.I suddenly remembered that I fainted after being beaten by Yu Yueshui, it seemed that I called Lan Shining before I fainted, did he send me here?

I sat in the ward and waited for a while, and I saw Lan Shining enter the ward with something in his hand.When he saw that I was awake, he was a little happy, but also a little worried.

"Yuan Yi, you're awake, is there anything uncomfortable?" He came to my side and asked worriedly.

I looked at him, "Did you send me here?"

He frowned and nodded, "Well, you were already unconscious when I went."

"Thank you, Lan Shining." I thought that if he didn't go, no one would care about me, and I might die.

He suddenly asked, "Yuan Yi, did he hit you?" As he spoke, he clenched his hand into a fist where the other party couldn't see.

"Huh?" I was taken aback for a moment, and then said, "No, it's not..." I couldn't tell him about it, so as not to involve him.

"Then how did you do it?"

"It fell."

When Lan Shining heard it, he also knew that the other party was not telling the truth. He didn't believe that wrestling could make his face like this, he must have been beaten.

"Do you think your statement is credible?"

"It's believable, why not believable?" I wanted to show a smiling face so that he wouldn't worry, but when I smiled, my face hurt.I secretly scolded Yu Yueshui for being ruthless, but thinking about it, my heart ached again.

He looked at each other, and his heart was tied together.He still remembers that when he found the villa, he saw the other party fainted on the ground with blood on his face, and he thought the other party was dead.

He sighed and said, "Yuan Yi, if the person you dated really made you like this, you should break up with him."

"It's really not him, he won't hit me." I thought how could Zhuo Luoyin be willing to hurt me if he liked me, but the Yu Yueshui I liked was not that kind of person, to be honest, I didn't know Zhuo Luoyin either. Will Yin hit me, but I really don't want Lan Shining to talk nonsense.

"Who is that?"

I lowered my head and said softly, "It's you, someone you don't know."

He was silent for a while, "It's not him, but what about him? Doesn't he protect you when you are hurt?"

I turned my head and said, "He has something to go out." I said this very smoothly, I didn't know what kind of mentality I was using to say it, but Zhuo Luoyin probably didn't know that I was going to the hospital.

"Is his name Zhuo Luoyin?"

"You, how do you know?" I was startled, slightly taken aback.

"He called you at this number last night, and I answered it."

"Did he say anything to you?" I squeezed the quilt tightly with my hands, feeling a little inexplicably nervous.

"He called your name, and I knew he had made a mistake, so I hung up on him."

"Is that so..." I said in frustration, thinking that Zhuo Luoyin might also want to apologize to me on the phone, but I also want to apologize to him, my heart is very uncomfortable when facing Zhuo Luoyin.

Seeing the other party staring at the quilt, Lan Shi Ning thought that maybe he should tell the truth, but he thought it was better not to tell the other party that Zhuo Luoyin was on the phone, so as not to make the other party think too much.

He put the lunch box in front of me and smiled, "Yuanyi, I bought you lunch, do you want to eat it?"

I looked at him and nodded in response, "Yeah." Actually, I didn't have an appetite at first, but seeing Lan Shining's warm smile like the sun, I have an appetite again.He is like the sun, if you see him every day, you should feel warm.

I didn't eat much, but I still tried to eat as much as possible. He looked at me quietly from the side, and the way he looked at me didn't make me feel awkward.I don't eat meat caught his attention, but he didn't tell me clearly like Zhuo Luoyin, but smiled lightly after I finished eating, took the lunch box and threw it away for me.He is like my brother. Although he is not much older than me, I always feel that I should have a brother who is as old as him. Maybe it is my illusion.

"Yuan Yi, I'll help you pay the medical bills, you wait for me in the ward first."

He was about to leave after speaking, I grabbed him.I thought that he was not very rich, and while I was lying in the hospital for a while, it cost at least two or three hundred. If he helped me pay for it, I was a little worried that he didn't have enough money.

"I have money in my bag, you take mine."

He smiled, "It's okay, I have enough money."

I don't know if he saw what I was thinking, anyway, after he finished speaking, I was a little embarrassed, and stopped reaching for the money in my pocket.He patted my head and walked out.I raised my hand to cover where he touched my head, and smiled lightly.