this turbulent love

Chapter 17

Chapter No.17

Gu Yan looked at his phone after waking up, and sure enough there was no movement for a long time. He listened to them discussing with great interest how to visit this place next, and then how to arrange for noon, and occasionally interjected a few words, but he didn't want to wait as much as before. The kind of enthusiasm that immediately spread its wings and flew to that place.

Others may not have noticed, but as the only woman in the group, Fang Hui, the only one with sensitive observations, noticed Gu Yan's abnormality. She didn't show any emotion, and actively talked about the upcoming itinerary.Then everyone took the things they needed to bring, put them in their bags and were ready to go.

Speaking of which, although it is the Qingming Festival, the weather here in X City still satisfies the rhythm of people here for outings and going out to the maximum extent, so when Gu Yan and his group reach the side of the road, they are dumbfounded. At noon, when the temperature is not low, there are still many people who come out in a very natural way, and the taxi always disappears when it is needed.

In this cool morning and evening, hot weather at noon, waiting for the bus at the bus stop at noon is definitely not pleasant.So they had to go one stop forward, and then waited for a long time before finally getting on the bus.When they squeezed into the ethnic street with great expectations, everyone still felt that it was worth it. Whether it was the beautiful scenery around or the old houses lined up, it seemed to bring a sense of comfort.

Gu Yan looked at this side, took out his mobile phone to check, there was still no movement on it.He was a bit regretful that he couldn't enjoy these scenery with Jian Mo, but he still took out his mobile phone and took pictures and sent them to Jian Mo. He hoped that Jian Mo could see these things even if he was not around.

Fang Hui left Zhuang Qian behind when everyone dispersed, and dragged Gu Yan to a secluded place. Gu Yan felt it was strange, so he was dragged to sit on the lawn over there.

After Fang Hui pulled Gu Yan over to sit down, he looked into Gu Yan's eyes and expressed his worry.Gu Yan was a little flustered for a while, he couldn't say that it was because a man he liked didn't come so he felt a little uninterested, could he?He was thinking about how to answer here, and Fang Hui over there saw Gu Yan's expression and understood a little bit.

"Does Xiaoyan have someone he likes? Are you unhappy because she didn't come today?" Fang Hui squinted her eyes, crossed her arms around her chest, looked up at Gu Yan slightly, and saw Gu Yan's redness suddenly Face.She felt a little joy after being teased, and she thought, Xiao Gu is really innocent~

"Would you like to give me her number, and I'll ask her out for you. I think it would be nice to come out and have fun. Xiaoyan, what do you think?"

Gu Yan was a little taken aback by Fang Hui's words, and quickly waved his hand to deny it, "There's no one I like, I just haven't had enough." After speaking, he forced a smile.Fang Hui doesn't like to see this kind of smile very much. In her impression, Gu Yan has always been lively and cheerful, and has never had any troubles, but now this somewhat embarrassing and melancholy Gu Yan is a bit strange to her. Gu Yan, no matter what it is.She wanted Gu Yan to smile, not because he was Zhuang Qian's brother, but because she took care of Gu Yan as an innocent younger brother, even though they were of the same age.

"Me and Zhuang Qian, I didn't want to be with him when he was chasing me, because I thought he was not the kind of reliable man, so I rejected him. But Zhuang Qian was more persistent than I expected. They all appeared in front of my eyes, cared about everything about me, and were so considerate that people couldn’t find fault. He was also very good at buying the hearts of people around me. They didn’t like him at first, but they still wanted to see if he could persist until the end. When, I also want to see it, so I acquiesced. I think he will not support such an unresponsive pursuit for a long time, but in the first year of high school, he has not changed in this year. Gradually, the people around me I support him, I still want to continue watching, but I was already shaken at that time. So I made a bet with myself, Zhuang Qian has never let me lose until now, what will happen next, I think Let time guess..."

Fang Hui fell into the memory like this, and told a lot of the past between her and Zhuang Qian one after another. The relationship between her and Zhuang Qian was bumpy, from high school to university, and it has not wavered until now.Gu Yan was also taken by Fang Hui, slowly recalling the fact that he knew about Jian Mo, and many intermittent things after that, he was a little lost.

Fang Hui looked at Gu Yan like this, and couldn't understand in his heart, it must be that the little girl rejected Gu Yan or Gu Yan hadn't confessed his love at all.But she didn't think how many girls would be willing to reject a guy like Gu Yan, at least if it was her, she definitely wouldn't.

"Xiaoyan, many things may be particularly difficult to go, but if you don't go, you will never know the ending. Just like if you like someone, if you don't let her know, then you will never know if you are together, or because of your cowardice, forever I didn’t say it, and then I missed it.” Fang Hui looked at Gu Yan like this, she hoped that Gu Yan was the foolish boy who was going forward bravely like before, instead of the worry that seemed to be struggling now.

Gu Yan lowered his head and looked at the green grass under his feet swaying gently due to the breeze, it's spring.He turned his head to look at the worry in Fang Hui's eyes, he made others worry.It's just that he himself doesn't know whether this kind of feeling is not allowed to be deviant or if there is still a chance for him to get it. He doesn't know, so he doesn't want to say it, and he can't say it.

He didn't want to see the shock in anyone's eyes, especially those he cared about, and those eyes that didn't seem to have any emotion.He can let others see that he has someone he likes, but he must never let others know that it is a man, or who it is.He felt that there was nothing wrong with liking this thing, he liked him, he knew it, but he didn't want to cause him any trouble, so he buried these things in his heart.He doesn't know if Fang Hui is a good listener, but he has resisted alone for so long, he really feels a little tired, he is careful every day, and is tortured by a little bit of sensitive emotion every day, he feels that the burden on his body has faded since he likes it. It became very heavy, and he had to take one step at a time before he could take a step. Now he knew that it was really an extravagant wish to find someone to confide in, but he couldn't take it anymore.

"Sister-in-law... Sister-in-law, I have held back this matter for a long time, and now I want to tell you... It doesn't matter how you react after hearing it, I won't be surprised. Me ...and fell in love with a man." Seeing Fang Hui's wide eyes, with a slightly disbelieving expression on his face, he was actually a little pleased, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Yes, what I like is A man, will my sister-in-law think I'm perverted?"

Fang Hui tried her best to hold back her hand that was about to cover her mouth. She looked into Gu Yan's eyes to make sure that it was not a joke.Emotions surged in her heart, and many words to dissuade Gu Yan flashed through her mind, but when she raised her head and saw the look of exhaustion, despair and hopeful expectation in Gu Yan's eyes, she couldn't say anything.She knew how much pressure it was to admit this matter, and she also knew how much effort it would take for Gu Yan to hide these things by himself. He didn't have anyone around him to confide in, so he could only move forward by himself.She watched Gu Yan clenched his own hand a little bit uncontrollably, and slowly told the story of how she fell in love with that person, and what happened afterwards, while she just lowered her head.

Fang Hui looked at Gu Yan's body trembling with excitement, watching him pour out the words that he could only hide normally.She looked at her hands, what's wrong with Xiaoyan?He just couldn't control himself, he just fell in love with a man, he just liked a man, he couldn't choose.She put her hand on the top of Gu Yan's head and stroked Gu Yan's hair. This boy who was taller than herself was as quiet and pitiful as a cat at this moment.

She heard herself say: "It's okay, it's okay, it's not wrong to like someone, and it's not wrong to pursue someone." Afterwards, she heard her voice getting calmer and more relaxed.It's not that she doesn't know the word homosexuality, she is also a rotten girl with very low qualifications, but now she can't accept that this thing happened to her, and it is someone she cares about.

She gave Gu Yan a lot of advice. A girl's perspective should always be more careful when considering issues. She gave Gu Yan a lot of freedom to express her secrets, and after she calmed down a little, she raised the question, "If you can't stop it, then support it." Xiaoyan's thoughts like this gave Gu Yan a lot of encouragement.

The two chatted like this for a long time, and Gu Yan also felt very relaxed. He couldn't help but think, this is the best thing that happened recently.When the two had had enough chatting and were about to get up and go back to gather, Gu Yan and Fang Hui saw Zhuang Qian with an unbelievable expression behind them.

Zhuang Qian didn't know how long he had been behind him, but he should know everything he should know from his expression.Gu Yan's pupils suddenly dilated, and his heart beat wildly, but on the other side, he unconsciously felt that it's good to know, as long as he doesn't know Jian Mo's name.

Zhuang Qian seemed to be stupefied with fright, seeing the two of them get up, he didn't react at all. It wasn't until Fang Hui grabbed Zhuang Qian that Zhuang Qian seemed to come back to life.He stared at Gu Yan, he couldn't believe it, but from what he heard he knew it was all true, he couldn't help but believe it, his brother fell in love with a man, and he was very sad now, but he still couldn't control it myself.

He pulled Fang Hui away, and greeted Gu Yan with a fist. Gu Yan didn't seem to want to dodge at all. He didn't react when Zhuang Qian's fist hit his face. Zhuang Qian.Fang Hui pulled Zhuang Qian away and shouted loudly: "Zhuang Qian, are you crazy?!"

Zhuang Qian turned around and said loudly: "I'm not crazy, Gu Yan is just crazy! Look at what he did! I'll wake him up now, he must be out of his mind!" It was anger that he had never seen before. He wanted to see if his brother in front of him was still the same person as before.

Fang Hui pulled Zhuang Qian up, turned over and threw Zhuang Qian to the ground, "Have you had enough trouble? Let's talk when we go back. Who are you missing here?" Zhuang Qian slowly got up and walked away without looking back. up.

Fang Hui and Gu Yan stayed where they were, looking at the direction Zhuang Qian was walking in.Fang Hui turned to Gu Yan and said, "You must know Zhuang Qian..." Gu Yan interrupted her, "How could I not know, I know..."

Fang Hui opened his mouth, didn't say anything, and followed Gu Yan to the meeting point.

The author has something to say: At two o'clock in the evening...

Hey, it's really quiet.