this turbulent love

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

Gu Yan didn't dare to stop for a moment like this, and arranged every minute and every second of himself so crowded that it was terrible.He didn't know if he could catch up with 01:30, because he knew that Jian Mo lived his life every day, but he didn't give himself time to breathe. To avoid thinking about Jian Mo, he still wanted to avoid the topic of Jian Mo.But after getting used to it, he found that this is really an addictive thing, and he lived a very fulfilling life every day. He really thought that if he could spend 24 hours a day doing this thing, it would be rewarding. How wonderful, he likes to outline the smallest structure of a few millimeters little by little, and he is almost addicted to the complicated and obscure knowledge in the book, and he absorbs everything about it fanatically.

It's just that Gu Yan's nature still longs for the sunshine outside. When he is really exhausted from brain storms, he will drag two or three friends to go to the basketball court to have a good vent. He is so busy and enjoys this kind of life. I feel that this is the real college life, not for anything else, just for myself.

After Jian Mo rejected Gu Yan that day, he collapsed on the bed and fell asleep. He was really tired today, and he had never liked the so-called entertainment at the end of the day. In addition, in order to comfort Yu Wenqian, he reluctantly dealt with the party , exhausted and exhausted to appease Xiaoqian, when he came back, he really just wanted to take a shower and have a good sleep, and then ran into Gu Yan's confession that was caught off guard.

When he woke up in the morning, he still took his mobile phone very habitually. There was no text message on it. He suddenly remembered what happened last night, and his heart felt a little empty.That is a road that cannot be turned back, how could he not know?That's why he said those words, but he couldn't help it.He regarded Gu Yan as a friend, and he didn't want him to just walk into that road in such a foolish way.He, as expected, it is better to have fewer friends. He knows that he is not good at these things, and this has already made him feel a little bit strenuous.It's not that he doesn't like making friends, it's just that he really doesn't have much affection to give, and what he can give is too little, so he would rather be like this.

After a 'reminder' on the phone, he took it away, expecting for a moment that it was a text message from Gu Yan, but there was only a cold greeting from home on it, and he didn't even have the thought of replying, so he just put the phone on the cabinet and put it on. I went to wash up.There are still many things waiting for him to do today.

After he made a short phone call, Yu Wenqian's phone call came in, his heart tightened, and he immediately answered the phone.Yu Wenqian's voice over there was still very gentle. Jian Mo's originally irritated mood seemed to calm down just like that. He hadn't seen Xiaoqian for a long time because of Gu Yan's incident. Xiaoqian was the first one who easily revealed People who open his mask and know his most direct inner feelings.He originally thought that he was strong enough, so strong that there seemed to be no gaps.Until he met Yu Wenqian, this person approached him with a smile, understood him with a smile, pierced his pretense, broke all his original cognition, and then he put Xiaoqian in the A special position, that position is very important, even he can't define it.

He went to see Yu Wenqian that night, Xiaoqian still looked so refreshing, but Jian Mo saw a strong emotion in his eyes, a feeling so heavy that he couldn't hide it, he couldn't even smile ignore.He didn't know why, he just looked at it and felt very uncomfortable. He wanted to stretch out his hand to comfort Yu Wenqian who like him likes to use different skins to cover himself, but until later, he just sat opposite him, silently stay with him.

Yu Wenqian's mood is not right tonight, he has never been a person who likes to drink, because he always likes to stay sober, he hopes that he will not be in a weak position, and others will know everything.But sitting next to him tonight was Jian Mo, the person he knew so well that he couldn't be more at ease. He finally felt that he couldn't bear it anymore, and his emotions were so strong that he couldn't bear it.

He ordered a lot of wine, and then one glass after another, until one bottle of wine, and then more and more wine bottles that were stumbling around.His vision became blurred little by little like this, he thought, finally he didn't have to wake up, he was very lucky at this moment.

Jian Mo on the opposite side frowned tightly, watching Yu Wenqian keep drinking without changing his expression bit by bit, and then saw that his face was getting paler and his eyes gradually became out of focus.He was a little distressed and powerless, at least in his cognition, Yu Wenqian was never the one who would numb himself with alcohol, he was like the one who was nostalgic for the world but could easily escape.

He looked at Yu Wenqian who looked a little pitiful and lonely, and suddenly felt that the person opposite him became strange. He seemed to lose sight of Xiaoqian, as if his beloved toy was about to no longer belong to him, no, he couldn't tell at all , His heart was slightly flustered and uncontrollably sad.He just waited for Yu Wenqian to finish drinking neatly, then took out a few big bills and pressed them on the table, and sent him back to his own dormitory like this. Although he was worried about Xiaoqian, he knew that he would be drunk as soon as he got to bed. Sleeping is very worry-free.He sighed, looked at Yu Wenqian with complicated eyes, and then he stopped unconsciously when he heard a name.

Oh, that person.Is it still there?He couldn't hide his sneer, looking at Yu Wenqian, who was so drunk, he was not as handsome as before, so it was all because of that person.He suddenly couldn't restrain his sadness. With such a long company, can't he even look behind him for a moment?

He sighed deeply, then continued to straighten Yu Wenqian, silently counted his steps, and finally sent Yu Wenqian back to the dormitory, and when he went downstairs, he seemed unable to support his back and let it collapse .Gu Yan was so sad at that time, no, Gu Yan should be even more sad, but it's better than him, isn't it?Being decisive is a good thing, and he has clearly understood this from a long time ago, so he doesn't regret Gu Yan at all.

On the way back, he saw Gu Yan, but before he had any reaction, Gu Yan seemed to see something he couldn't see, and avoided it from a distance.Heh, he laughed at himself in his heart, you deserve it.He thought it would be good to be like this for a lifetime, he liked it very much, he tried his best to ignore the clamor in his heart that he longed to be understood and cared about, and went back to the dormitory amidst the bustling crowd.

Gu Yan felt physically and mentally exhausted in front of the interesting game of 'challenging my limit every day', and at the same time felt that this is life!Live happily in the split.He can feel that he is like a small sapling, with fertilization and watering, he is growing rapidly, which can be seen from his more and more perverted extra courses.

Now he can help Professor Chen with more and more things. Probably Professor Chen also discovered this. In the name of exercising him, he completely unburdened some basics that require a lot of work but do not require much technology. Send it to Gu Yan, and then arrange others for Gu Yan.When he was busy, Gu Yan couldn't wait to have two hands when he was eating, so as to keep up with the progress. He secretly slandered the professor in his heart, and then handed in the amount on time.In this way, until the end of the term, Professor Chen's course is needless to say, and the other courses are also completely free of any burden. Probably this is one of the few things that makes Gu Yan happy.

He seemed very busy at the end of the professor's term, so he couldn't take care of Gu Yan, and Gu Yan just happened to take a break from this high-intensity training.He was wandering around the campus, not in the mood to play basketball, and he didn't want to ask people to come out with him, so he walked aimlessly until he came to the building that he felt very familiar with.

In this way, he walked to the front of Jian Mo's dormitory.

He looked at the little nervous and secretly happy mood that he had come here before, and then he didn't know why the emotions were complicated. The big gap between the front and the back made him want to laugh.He looked at the location of Jian Mo's dormitory. After thinking about it, he still couldn't suppress the desire to go up and take a look. It will be a holiday in two days. Even if he meets Jian Mo, meeting him is what he wants the most. With that in mind, he stepped up the stairs.

The door of Jian Mo's dormitory was open, which made Gu Yan nervous all of a sudden, Jian Mo was coming out?He was a little flustered, turned around and hurried to hide at the stairs, waited for a while, but there was no response, he gradually became suspicious, walked slowly to the door of Jian Mo's dormitory, and then let him see the scene where his heart was beating out: Jane Mo collapsed at the door, his face flushed abnormally.

Gu Yan didn't have time to think about anything, he helped Jian Mo up from the ground, Jian Mo was a head taller than Gu Yan, Gu Yan was struggling to help him, he couldn't even make Jian Mo stand upright.He gritted his teeth, passed himself under Jian Mo's creaking nest, then fixed Jian Mo's waist, and slowly led Jian Mo out.Jian Mo still has a little consciousness, and he can support his own weight a little bit, which at least made Gu Yan a little more relaxed, otherwise it would have taken him a lot of time to go out with Jian Mo, needless to say, he would have to take Jian Mo to the infirmary .

When he arrived at the infirmary and put Jian Mo down, Gu Yan was panting as if he couldn't breathe, sweating layer upon layer. The health care doctor in the infirmary rushed over to see Jian Mo and gave Jian Mo a fever. After the injection, he went to buy lunch for Jian Mo without thinking about anything else, and then brought back a pot of water.

Jian Mo fell asleep on the bed, the health care doctor came over and said that he had a fever because he had not had a good rest, and then there was some wind blowing last night. Fortunately, Gu Yan saw it in time.Gu Yan heaved a sigh of relief when he heard that Jian Mo was fine. He saw that the veins on Jian Mo's thin fingers were pitifully bulging, and looked at the blue and black eye circles under Jian Mo's eyes. If he could do it, he Probably, he would simply and roughly knock Jian Mo out and let him sleep.

'Don't go so fast, wait for me, please...'

He didn't sleep well recently, he came to see Jian Mo whenever he was free, and then he was busy up and down without resting, and at this moment he finally fell asleep on the chair with his forehead pressed against his head.

Jian Mo woke up when Gu Yan fell into a deep sleep. Before he could react, he immediately understood everything around him. He looked at Gu Yan who was so tired and fell asleep on the chair with a complicated expression, and sighed. Take a breath.

The author has something to say: ..... Crazy eyes are spent

Mina, I'm going to sleep

Good night and sweet dreams~