this turbulent love

Chapter 49

Chapter 49

Since seeing Jian Mo downstairs last time, Zhuang Qian and Fang Hui escorted Gu Yan downstairs every day, completely ignoring Gu Yan's weak protests, treating Jian Mo downstairs as a virus.

But there seemed to be no movement downstairs, as if there was no such person, at least a few people walked around like this for several days without seeing the downstairs door open.Gu Yan was a little worried, because he knew about Jian Mo's situation, and he didn't know if he had taken care of Jian Mo, so when he thought about it, he became a little worried about Jian Mo, whose voice was still small.

But thinking back to Jian Mo's bruised and purple skin that was only exposed at that time, Gu Yan's heart became tense. If no one took care of Jian Mo...he looked at himself and Zhuang Qian and the three of them leisurely. Sitting on the sofa, eating sunflower seeds, watching a movie, he thought of Jian Mo downstairs who couldn't do anything but no one cared about him. He couldn't help but think of Jian Mo falling over in a wheelchair because of his mobility problems, and then unconscious.....

Gu Yan quickly shook his head. If this continues, he can imagine that in two days, he heard the scene of the neighbor saying how someone died downstairs. The more he thought about it, the more anxious he became, and the more he thought about it, the more he didn't know the scene in the movie. When did Jian Mo fall to the ground, he covered his face and struggled in his heart.

If he went, he would definitely be scolded by Zhuang Qian and the others, but if he didn't go, if something happened to Jian Mo, he would really regret it.After weighing the two sides for a while, he decided to get up and go downstairs to see Jian Mo.

Probably because the downstairs didn't behave like someone living in recently, Zhuang Qian and the others were not as defensive as they were at the beginning, and they didn't even stop Gu Yan from leaving for a short time, Gu Yan just made an excuse and went out.

He walked down the corridor slowly, thinking about what to do when he saw Jian Mo later, he was quickly finding a reason for himself to see Jian Mo, an excuse to continue looking for Jian Mo.But when he went down the stairs, it was still a mess, so he simply shook his head, stopped looking, and went straight to find the person, and when he saw that the person was good, he left!

Yes, to give himself such a way to cheer himself up, he knocked on Jian Mo's door, then took two steps back and waited outside.He waited for a while, but there was no reaction inside. He was a little surprised, but the guesses about Jian Mo in his heart became clearer, and he couldn't help but worry even more.He knocked harder on the door, afraid that Zhuang Qian and the others upstairs would hear something, so he didn't dare to knock louder, let alone call Jian Mo's name.

He took out his mobile phone and called Jian Mo, but there was no answer there. He paused for a moment before remembering that Jian Mo's hands were wrapped, and he had no time to answer the phone, and there was nothing else. hand to open the door.After thinking about it, he still sat on the stairs next to the door. He didn't know why he did this, but he probably just wanted to find someone for Jian Mo at least during this time.

He couldn't tell what he was thinking in his heart, and now his heart was in a mess. In his heart, he couldn't believe Jian Mo anymore, even if he knew that Jian Mo became like this because of him.However, ever since he read Jian Mo's diary in Jian Mo's study, he could no longer believe what Jian Mo was doing now.

At that time, Jian Mo was also like this, but it was this kind of Jian Mo who could be with him, and then hide a person in his heart who he liked so much that he couldn't extricate himself.He felt deeply frustrated, he knew that he still loved Jian Mo, but he didn't want to let himself take that step again, he was afraid that he would repeat the same mistakes.If it happened again, he couldn't imagine whether he could still bear it, and what would happen afterwards.

After sitting quietly on the corridor for a while, I still didn't hear any movement inside.Gu Yan calmed down a bit, so he stood up and prepared to go upstairs, but just after he took a step, he heard someone below say to him:

"Gu Yan, are you here to see me?!"

As soon as he heard the voice, he knew it was Jian Mo's. Gu Yan turned his head away. Jian Mo was being supported upstairs. Although someone supported him, he still seemed to be struggling. Khan, probably saw Gu Yan, so his eyes looked brighter than usual.Gu Yan recalled Jian Mo's high-spirited appearance before, and felt a little sad when compared with this fragile-looking man now.

He went up if he wanted to say hello to Jian Mo, after all, there was someone taking care of Jian Mo, right?Just as he was about to say goodbye, he saw that the man supporting Jian Mo had let go of Jian Mo at some point, leaving Jian Mo leaning on the handrail of the stairs alone, and he was gone.

In an instant, there were only the two of them left in the corridor.

Gu Yan choked on what he wanted to say, he couldn't let Jian Mo stand on the corridor like this alone, could he?He simply came down to help Jian Mo, and helped him walk upstairs together.He could feel Jian Mo's body stiffen all of a sudden, and he turned his head to look at him strangely, but found that Jian Mo's eyes were frighteningly bright. A little help to the door.

When I got the key from Jian Mo, I felt a little embarrassed.After Jian Mo took off the extra bandage last time, there was only one good foot left in his limbs, and both hands were slightly injured because they had to protect his head, and the foot was directly broken into fractures.Now it is a little difficult for him to stand on the door frame alone, let alone use his wrapped hands like two rice dumplings to pick up the keys in his trouser pockets.

He looked at Jian Mo's trouser pocket, which was bulging inside, and his face was a little red. He saw that there was nothing wrong with Jian Mo's eyes, so he took a deep breath, reached into Jian Mo's trouser pocket and took out key.

Fortunately, the place where the key was placed was not deep. Gu Yan almost reached in and touched the key. He quickly took it out. Just as he felt a sigh of relief, he found that Jian Mo's eyes were not right. He glanced at Jian Mo subconsciously. He blushed and opened the door, leaving Jian Mo outside, and let Jian Mo blow cold wind outside the door for 10 minutes before opening the door to let people in.

This time, Gu Yan had the opportunity to take a good look at this house. No wonder it looked familiar to him last time when he came here. The layout of this house is very similar to that of his home... When he thought about it, he felt dry again, so he hurried away Thinking about these messy things, he looked at Jian Mo.

Jian Mo looked as if he was making a phone call. Seeing Gu Yan looking over, he smiled at Gu Yan, but the words he said were not so pleasant:

"The nurse I invited to help has an accident at home, and may not be able to come soon." After speaking, she seemed to be worried about what to do, and lowered her head, showing a somewhat depressed look.

On the other end of the phone, Su Luo is in charge of helping the nurse who has an accident at home:

"........"

Seeing Jian Mo like this, Gu Yan blurted out "Then I'll take care of you" as soon as he thought about it, the image of Zhuang Qian and Fang Hui carefully escorting him downstairs and upstairs suddenly popped up in his mind. He held back the words, if the two of them knew that he was taking care of Jian Mo downstairs, he would probably be read for a long time, right?After such a pause, he immediately remembered what Jian Mo's mother said and the awkward relationship between himself and Jian Mo now.

Where should he be in to say this?In the past, he certainly couldn't think so much, but so many things happened that he had to lower his head to see his own way.What identity should he use to take care of Jian Mo now, ex-boyfriend or junior, or a friend?Probably nothing is right?

Thinking of this, he didn't say much about this matter, he just helped Jian Mo to lie down on the bed, went straight to the kitchen and ordered Jian Mo a bowl of noodles in clear soup, and brought it to Jian Mo, after making sure that Jian Mo was fine After telling Jian Mo to take care of himself, he left.

Jian Mo became a little anxious, and grabbed Gu Yan's sleeve to stop Gu Yan from leaving.Gu Yan turned to look at Jian Mo, and Jian Mo looked at Gu Yan, not knowing what reason to use to keep Gu Yan, and blurted out in a hurry:

"I think...I want to go to the toilet."

Gu Yan: "..."

As soon as this sentence came out, both of them were a little embarrassed. Gu Yan's face could be boiled like an egg, and Jian Mo was not much better, but after seeing Gu Yan give up the idea of ​​leaving now, he felt that it was nothing at all. Gu Yan can stay for a while, so what is shamelessness?What do you need so much face to chase after your lover?

After Gu Yan helped Jian Mo to the bathroom, he hesitated. Jian Mo's hands are not good, so he can't let Jian Mo use his feet to open the zipper for his own convenience, right?After thinking about it, seeing Jian Mo's bewildered look, he gritted his teeth and stepped forward to hug Jian Mo from behind, fumbled to unzip Jian Mo's pants, and then straightened the little Jian Mo's position.

After this series of actions, if it was Zhuang Qian, he could still be a bit more awe-inspiring, but the other party was Jian Mo, he trembled at the thought of this, and even frowned with Jian Mo.

Huh, this is a bit heavy, Gu Yan will not be more and more angry, and simply let himself die?Such a sentence popped up in Jian Mo's mind suddenly and unreliably.

After finally tidying up Jian Mo, Gu Yan felt that he was sweating all over, and he didn't care about what Jian Mo said any more, so he left directly.

Jian Mo behind him seemed to want to extend his hand to keep Gu Yan, but he let Gu Yan walk out of the room anyway.Hearing the sound of closing the door from outside, Jian Mo looked at the noodles in clear soup in front of him, pulled the chopped green onion off the chopsticks, took a bite of the noodles, and suddenly felt that nothing was wrong.He ate the noodles slowly like this, took out the age-old mp3 that was always with him and put on the earphones, as if he felt that Gu Yan was always by his side.

He knew that they both needed time and needed a lot of things, but since Gu Yan left, Jian Mo knew that as long as Gu Yan was by his side, everything would be good, and he could afford to wait.

He had never been sure about the future of himself and Gu Yan before. It was his own business to be sure, but he couldn't guarantee Gu Yan's.He would or couldn't wait to think about whether Gu Yan would never come back to him because of that incident. He already knew that he couldn't do without Gu Yan, but Gu Yan, he was in a fog. Don't dare to guess.

Probably falling in love with someone is like this, hoping to put all the best things in his hands into that person's hands, just so that he can smile, but now, he doesn't know whether that person wants everything he dedicated to him.He is not such a person without self-confidence, but when it comes to emotional matters, he is just a complete stunner, and he only knows to stay by the side of the person he loves.

The noodles decreased little by little, no matter how slow he ate, the bowl of noodles would soon bottom out, and he drank the last bit of soup before putting down the bowl.He hasn't eaten the noodles made by Gu Yan for a long time. When he recalled that no matter how busy Gu Yan was, he would come to serve him, and when he thought of what he did at that time, he wished he could go back to the past and fight with him. His collar told him to treat Gu Yan better.

He listened to the song in the earphones, and then let himself lie down on the bed, smelling the breath of Gu Yan that seemed to be still lingering in the air, took a deep breath, and then slowly smiled.

He looked at Gu Yan's name on the first display on the phone, and said softly to it:

"Now, we have a long way to go."

The author has something to say: Well...

I went to my hometown and found out after I finished typing,

No internet!

Well, finally uploaded~