You are in the world

Chapter 5

Shen Jun didn't know what happened to Gu Ji in the end, nor did he know what kind of entanglement he had with the First Prince, but Gu Ji didn't come back at night.

When Gu Ji came back the next evening, his complexion was particularly bad, and he and Shen Hao didn't know what to say.I bid farewell the next day.

Gu Ji left like this, Shen Jun had a feeling that he couldn't describe it, it was always a bit unbelievable.Gu Ji is a good person, Shen Jun has to admit that he actually likes him very much, it is impossible to hate such a person, let alone hate him.

Perhaps it was because Gu Ji was completely different from what he remembered or imagined, Shen Jun was a little at a loss.

He seems to hate Shen Hao, but there is actually a reason.

In this life, Shen Jun was reborn, with the memories of the previous life, indelible.

Shen Jun still remembers the day when he died, it was a beautiful spring.

He was very happy because he had just returned from the Valley of Elixirs.The master told him that he was pregnant, which was impossible at first, but his physique was different from ordinary people, coupled with the strange poison, he did not know what medicine he took, but it was a blessing in disguise.Shen Jun was very happy, he had always regretted that he could not leave an heir to his elder brother, this had to be said to be a surprise.Without telling the truth from his master, he ran back excitedly to tell his elder brother the good news.

However, when he saw the red lantern in front of the General's Mansion, he was stunned.As they approached the front hall step by step, happy characters were posted along the way, and the noise in the front yard became more and more clear.He saw that the person who used to stand by his side to protect him was wearing a red wedding dress, and beside him stood a very beautiful man, whom he had seen before, Gu Ji, the Third Highness of the Southern Kingdom.

Time seemed to freeze, he watched his elder brother turn around, and when he saw him, his eyes flashed with astonishment and bewilderment, then he regained his composure, and said in a tone he had never thought of: "Why are you back. "A very flat tone, a natural tone, and a little indifferent.

Shen Jun's mind went blank, as if something was breaking apart, piece by piece.Then, he felt that he was dreaming, why the world has changed, it's only been a month!Then he turned around and ran away, with the whistling wind and noisy noise coming from his ears, Shen Jun didn't know what he was doing, but he just ran away instinctively, to escape from this feeling of suffocation, escape from this unreal world.

After a long time, Shen Jun fell to the ground, his abdomen hurt violently, his head was too heavy to lift, his ears were buzzing, and the world was in chaos.Gradually, he felt more and more cold, the temperature lost little by little, his thoughts became farther and farther away, and all the pain gradually disappeared, only endless coldness continued to invade his body and heart.Until now, Shen Jun still couldn't forget the kind of coldness that pierced his bones.

When Shen Jun woke up, he thought he was saved by others, but he didn't expect to be reborn, and he was reborn when he was born.So, I must have died at that time. It's ironic that the dignified genius doctor died like this. If the master knew what happened to him, he would definitely regret not tying him up.And that child... was not supposed to be born in the first place, but Shen Jun felt so heartbroken that he was about to die.

Fortunately, he is still just a baby, no one will notice his abnormality, and he can even cry and make a fuss.In the past few years, he was immersed in his own world every day, thinking about the past life, the present, the future, and the elder brother he had never seen before.The length of time smoothed everything out, and Shen Jun was able to sort everything out gradually. He locked up all the memories of his previous life and started a new life.Fortunately, Shen Jun only met Shen Hao when he was 15 years old, otherwise he really didn't know how to face it.But this time, he no longer entangled him like in the previous life, but chose to alienate and stay away from him.

However, only I know that I still can't let go.Even though so many years have passed, it still hurts and throbs when I see you again.Otherwise, how could he travel around to study, saying that it was for medical ethics, but in fact he still couldn't let Shen Hao go.

He knew how dangerous it was for Shen Hao to join the army. He pestered him so much in the last life, and every time he saw the scars, he regretted that he was not by his side. He never thought that he would have a chance in this life.Even though he knew that he would not die, he was still worried. He tried his best to keep Shen Hao from danger, but the track of history could not be changed. s damage.The only thing he can do is to use his own medical skills to reduce Shen Hao's pain.

After so long, this relationship has long been unable to stir up ripples, but it has become a habit, which has penetrated deep into the bone marrow.Shen Jun knew that he could no longer like or love someone so much.

Sometimes Shen Jun himself can't figure out how this taboo relationship started.Everything that used to be seems to be covered with a veil in time, those sweet and sad things are all hazy, only the heart is beating, but I don't know why.

He didn't know how his elder brother and he touched that restricted area, and how he thought that his elder brother loved him, so he got deeper and deeper into it.

Doesn't he blame Shen Hao?No, at the beginning I was resentful, even before I died, but then I thought about it, the eldest brother never said a word of love to him, and the brotherhood began to change only because Shen Hao helped him cure sex, and then, They became such a relationship.Why didn't he feel anything at the time? Sure enough, people in love are idiots. After all, just Shen Hao's acceptance of him was enough to surprise him.

When he was young, he had never met Shen Hao, but he only heard from his father that he had a very cute elder brother, who was very powerful and had excellent bones. At a young age, he was accepted as an apprentice by an expert and took him away to practice.Shen Jun was looking forward to and envious of his elder brother, whom he had never met, because he was weak and sick, soaked in medicine jars all year round, and could not run around like other children.When the eldest brother came back at the age of 15, Shen Jun felt that he was completely deceived. The eldest brother is obviously an iceberg, and he can't even laugh, so he is so cute.Because of his elder brother's facial paralysis, Shen Jun didn't dare to contact him at first, but he couldn't help being curious in his heart. He cautiously asked about his elder brother's experience, full of anticipation, and knew that the possibility of being rejected was very high.However, Shen Hao just stared at him for a while, and then began to talk about him, his tone did not fluctuate, and his expression did not change, but Shen Jun felt that the eldest brother was very nice and easy to get along with.Naturally, he started to cling to the cold elder brother, and their relationship gradually improved.

During the years when Shen Jun joined the army, every time he came back, he would bring him gifts and tell him about the customs and customs of the frontier.Joining the army is the dream of every man, and Shen Jun is no exception.There is pride in his heart, but his physical condition is not good. Seeing his eldest brother join the army, gaining victories again and again, and being promoted to general step by step, he is very happy for his eldest brother, and he admires him more and more.It may be that quantitative changes have accumulated into qualitative changes. Shen Jun didn't know when he started to have different thoughts in his heart. He was in a bad mood when he heard that his elder brother was going on a blind date.The seed of secret love has been planted long ago, and it has begun to take root and sprout. In the end, the seed has become a towering tree.

What now?Shen Jun didn't know.

A long time ago, Shen Jun didn't want to have anything to do with his elder brother anymore, so when he went to save his elder brother, he always acted in the dark, and then left without leaving a trace.Because the eldest brother in the last life didn't like him, how will it be different in this life?After all, he was still hurt and afraid of the same ending.

Shen Jun recalled the events of his previous life, those events had not been thought about for a long time, they were strange but familiar, when he thought about them carefully, many things seemed to be forgotten.The clearest thing is the dazzling red and the bone-piercing cold.

So he hates Gu Ji, very much.

But, in fact, not so.He couldn't hate Gu Ji, nor could he give up on Shen Hao.A person watched from a distance, quietly.

Gu Ji said, he doesn't like big brother, what about big brother?

Is this life different from the last one?

That, that...

Shen Jun's previous plans began to waver.