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I don't have a favorite season, but today, I suddenly don't like autumn.
In the scenery outside the window in late autumn, large poplar leaves are like dead butterflies, circling in the wind, maintaining their final dignity in a very sad posture.
Compared with poplars, I prefer to watch the sycamores falling in the wind.Maybe it's because its trunk is mottled like an old painting, as if you can see the mystery of life just by looking at it.Perhaps it is because of its meaning, "Wutong treats the old", but it will eventually wither due to the changes of the seasons.
love.Ridiculous love.What is love?
Chewing the bitterness in my mouth and looking out the window, the sycamore tree that died with the wind could not give me the correct answer.Maybe, love is just like the sycamore tree in front of you. While staying loyal to each other, there is also the sadness of parting.Just like how Wu Si felt to me, he said he loves me, but he is finally leaving.
Withdrawing his gaze from the window, the wind and sand isolated from the window cannot penetrate the glass into the room.It's already very cold outside, and it will be winter soon!
When the bright sunlight came in from the window, I glanced at today's sky with some disgust.It is the almost monotonous pure white, even if there are clouds, it will be submerged in it, completely covered by a lonely color.
Don't look too far away and turn on the TV until the cry of the soap opera on the TV temporarily grabs my attention.
"Nick, don't leave me!" The heroine threw herself into the arms of the hero emotionally, crying.
"But the front line is going to fight, I have to go! Vivienne, my love, wait for me to come back!" The male protagonist hugged the woman in his arms, but his poor acting skills made people feel boundless and false.
Throwing the remote on the floor, I sank myself on the couch in a distraught state.In this moment of noisy tranquility, a heart is like being thrown high into the sky and then thrown down forcefully, the wind enough to penetrate the eardrum cuts the skin painfully, and even the blood in the whole body is completely frozen with the biting cold .At this moment, even the tip of my little finger can feel the coldness that comes from my heart.
Turning on the air-conditioning heater in a temperature of eleven degrees Celsius, I felt as if my head had been kicked by a donkey.But the warm temperature is so easy to hypnotize. When I felt my cheeks gradually heat up, in the full [-]-degree temperature, I finally fell into a drowsy sleep.
In the intoxicating warmth, I seemed to see Wu Si standing in front of me.He approached me smiling and took me in his arms.
"Hai Xi, you always don't believe what I say." His smile is the same as before, just like the usual high-ranking warrior, even such a small movement of the corners of his lips can be condescending and condescending. sentient beings.
"I love you deeply, don't you believe that?" He wanted to kiss my lips, but his hands tightly strangled my neck.
Feeling suffocated, I pushed him away with all my might.While breathing heavily, she saw his face approaching more and more.
"Hae Tin, I'm only giving you this one chance to take me down. After tomorrow, I won't let you go again. You have to be mentally prepared..." He looked at me and suddenly smiled ferociously speak up.Then I saw his face, which was close to me, suddenly became bloody with a "bang".
"Ah—" I yelled subconsciously.When he reacted and opened his eyes, he realized that what he saw just now was just a dream.
What a false alarm!
I let out a sigh of relief, and reached out my hand to wipe the thin sweat on my forehead indiscriminately.Standing up, I just wanted to pour myself a glass of water in the kitchen, but my mobile phone, which was placed on the coffee table, suddenly rang loudly.
Forgetting to look at the number, he put the phone close to his ear indiscriminately, and Song Qiao's voice came from the microphone.
"Haixin, have you misunderstood the information? According to the police officer I sent to the eastern suburbs, the school that was designated as the trading location was not dealing with arms at all!"
"What's that?" He asked, frowning in confusion.I clearly heard Wu Si's information on that phone call. According to my inquiries in the past few days, Wu Si seems to be quite concerned about the transactions in the eastern suburbs.
"It's just high-purity acetic anhydride smuggled from abroad." Song Qiao paused, then sighed. "Those things are very likely to be processed into heroin, but according to the current legal provisions, this is at most sending Wu Si to prison for three years. What's more, we still have no conclusive evidence to prove that Wu Si is behind the transaction The chief ambassador..."
"You mean you didn't see Wu Si at the scene!" I felt my throat was a little dry, I bit my thumb to restrain my trembling as much as possible, and then quickly moved my eyes to the wall clock on the wall.
[-]:[-]...
My heart flustered a little.To be honest, I don't know what went wrong.I remember that Wu Si mentioned the school in the eastern suburbs in that phone call, and I remember he said to the phone to be careful of the criminal police...
The hands holding the phone trembled a little, and I didn't even notice the thumb that was bitten in my mouth until the smell of blood oozes out.
Song Qiao on the phone was silent for a short while, while I was in a daze, he sighed silently again.
"Hai Xi, you're talking to Wu Si..." He started to say something, but as soon as his voice moved, I suddenly interrupted him.
"Xijiao...Warehouse No. [-] of Xijiao Auto Repair Factory..." I trembled and silently read out this string of addresses, and I was stunned there.
The address Wu Si told me... Could it be...
I widened my eyes, and Wu Si's playful smile suddenly flashed in front of my eyes.
He said to me: "Hae-sik, I only give you this one chance to take me down. After tomorrow, I won't let you go again. You have to be mentally prepared..."
"What?" Maybe it was because my volume was too low, Song Qiao on the other end of the phone didn't seem to hear clearly, so he asked again.
My heart is in a mess now, and I suddenly feel that I already have something more important to do than bring down Wu Si.
"Uncle Wu, I'm sorry!"
……
Hang up the phone, put on a coat and run downstairs.Driving on the road, he didn't care how many red lights he ran.
The car was parked in the abandoned auto repair shop that Wu Si brought me to three days ago, and the mottled spots seemed to record the original prosperity here.It's a pity that the changes of the times have changed many things, whether it is this auto repair shop or people's hearts.
Walking through the abandoned warehouses that look like haunted houses, I finally stopped until a capital "three" appeared on the grayish-yellow wall.
Today's sunshine and even the sky are so white that it is unbelievable. This season is really annoying to death.The dry wind brought a piercing pain on the face, like a Ling Chi knife, merciless.
The half-open warehouse door and the rusty paint will give people a feeling of devastation.On the tung tree not far from the warehouse, the tung flowers that should have been in full bloom have fallen into a sea of purple, the bare branches above the head carry the noise of birds, and the air smells of decaying life, just like this The barren season.
Why I'm here, why I gave up my chance to get revenge on Wu Si, I don't even know.
I knew how useless I was, but I didn't know that I would be so useless.Biting the corner of his lip, he walked in through the half-opened warehouse door. In the empty space, there was a huge crane hanging above his head, like an invisible pressure.
Then I saw Takeshi.At this moment, he was leaning on an old machine.He was smoking, and the surrounding smoke rings enveloped his face like a misty mist.Seemingly aware of the movement, he turned his head to look in my direction.Then smile.
"You're late." I heard his familiar voice.It seemed to be piercing the air, coming towards me.
"The shipment has already been shipped, Haixi, you have lost your chance to bring me down."
He pursed his lips and didn't speak, he looked at Wu Si until he stood up and walked towards me.
"If you believe what I say, maybe you can really escape from me. Haixi, I gave you a chance." He stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms.The warm embrace is much more tender than the harshness of the suburbs, and Wu Si's familiar breath lingers on the nose, but I feel a little ironic and a little sad.
That unbelievable heart kept beating.I don't know what this feeling is, it's powerless, but it's... peace of mind.
Standing there numbly and being hugged by him, at that moment, time seemed to stand still and never move again.There is never a time when I completely let myself go, especially when facing Wu Si.
"Hai Xi, let's be together..." When the words that Wu Si had been talking about recently sounded again, I broke free from Wu Si's embrace.
"Where's your sample gun?" I heard my own voice, which was determined through gnashing of teeth.
Wu Si handed the latest pistol to my hand without hesitation.In Wu Si's surprised pupils, I saw my own reflection.
The north wind whizzed outside and slapped the semicircular windows on the four walls of the warehouse. The broken windows could not resist the sudden brutality, and a piece of glass was slapped on the ground and shattered into pieces.
My mind began to recall the scene when my father taught me how to use a gun.The man's stalwart figure blocked the sun, and I looked at him, dyed with a layer of bright halo in the prosperous sunlight.
If it wasn't for my father, if it wasn't for my father's decision back then, how could I have been exiled to the Chi Gang and forced to serve the Wu Family?
Destiny is really an inexplicable thing.When you think you are in control of your destiny, you are actually being controlled by it.
"Hai Xi, don't forget that you are a dog of the Wu family, and my Wu Si's dog..." Wu Si said this to me more than once.
But he forgot that I have never been the kind of creature who can only be loyal.I am a wolf, wearing the skin of a loyal dog, waiting for an opportunity to counterattack.
And now, I have finally waited for the day when the fangs will grow...
Holding the gun aimed at Wu Si's eyebrows, I watched him show a fearless look in front of me.
"Wu Si, you owe me this!" I yelled at him hysterically, almost exhausting all my strength.
Why is he not afraid?
I am obviously going to kill you, why are you not afraid? !
At that moment, overwhelming hatred overwhelmed me.I saw the tragic death of my father, Hai Qian's insanity, Wu Zilun's revenge, and Hua Lin, the woman I thought would stay with me forever, and the child I had devoted all my love to... …
Panting heavily, the colic in my heart made me finally unable to bear the grief.
"Wu Si, do you know how much I want to kill you?!" shouted at him while pulling the trigger.
When the piercing gunshots hit my face with recoil, I saw Wu Si staggered and fell to the ground in front of me.
The moment I saw the bright red blood flowing from Wu Si's chest, I heard my already numb heartbeat.Bang, bang, bang, bang after bang, like a clamoring wind.
The air was filled with the unique sweet smell of blood, like a wound on Wu Si's right chest.Painful, but not fatal.
really……
I finally couldn't help but feel sad.
"I want to kill you so much! But...but, I can't do it at all..." I fell to the ground, a tear slowly rolled down the corner of my eye.
I finally know the reason why I have been unable to be cruel to Wu Si.
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(End of the article)
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