readytorunbook Chapter 47 will make you tired.
Chapter 47 will make you tired.
Take care, take care of and take care of in a simple sense.This is the most promise that Luo Yu has made to Fu Wan.
But in a sense, Fu Wan has grown up and has the ability to be independent. Even when he was young, he never tried to rely on others to live.
Because all the researchers who come and go around him are expressionless and only treat him as a test subject, he knows that no one will save him, and no one can be relied on.
Just like in the eyes of outsiders, he is very "powerful", it seems that he has been so powerful from the beginning, he is not afraid of anything, and he can do everything well.
But obviously he was fearless, Fu Wan still asked this question.
"You said, it's inappropriate not to be a family friend, and you won't take care of me anymore?"
When he said this, he spoke very slowly, slowly, and there was no emotion in his delicate and beautiful eyebrows, as if he was careless and calm.
A crease slowly appeared between Luo Yu's brows.The depths of the light-colored eyes were also filled with shadows.
It is the color of dull pain and distress, and inevitably gives rise to the shadow of monopoly and greed, just like the night that has come.
Luo Yu didn't answer directly, but subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab the Fu Wan.
But that hand stopped when it touched Fu Wan's shoulder, just holding the thin and thin young shoulder bone under the palm, and approached a little restrainedly.
He always remembered not to frighten Fu Wan anymore, so he leaned slightly and looked at the boy, and asked in a low voice: "Do you want to be taken care of by me?"
The man's hoarse voice was particularly pleasant in the dim and misty night, and it was not real, but it penetrated into the eardrum impartially and reached the depths of his mind.
Fu Wan didn't move, raised his eyelids and looked at the other person quietly, then nodded slowly, but spoke again in the next second, and said softly: "Don't take care of me, I'm very strong."
"Then why are you still nodding?" Luo Yu's voice became even hoarse, and the hand holding his shoulder tightened slightly.
He looked at the boy with scorching eyes, and said, "You know what I want to hear, and you're still so naughty?"
Having said that, he didn't show any signs of being angry because of his appetite, and some were just conniving.
Hearing this, Fu Wan pursed the corners of his mouth, frowned his slender brows, and said, "I didn't trick you."
"That's why?" Luo Yu's thin lips curled slightly, guessing patiently: "Nodding means you are willing, but you said you don't need to take care of yourself when you grow up, what are you worrying about?"
As soon as these words came out, Fu Wan was stunned for a moment.
He seemed to be surprised by Luo Yu's keenness, and he came back to his senses after a daze. For the first time, his usually indifferent eyes became a little confused, and he seemed embarrassed, and looked a lot weaker.
Seeing Luo Yu staring at him without blinking, Fu Wan struggled to organize his words: "If I grow up, have abilities, and get used to being taken care of by you, will I be laughed at?"
"Why are you being laughed at?" Luo Yu instantly understood the young man's thoughts, and with a smile in his eyes, he said, "You think people don't need to be loved when they grow up? Don't need to be cared for, liked, and cared about? If he really doesn't need it, that person may have a miserable life, at least he will be very lonely."
"Others also think I'm amazing." Fu Wan said.
"No matter how powerful you are, you are still 6 years younger than me." Luo Yu straightened up, raised his hand to measure Fu Wan's head, and said, "Not as tall as me, not as strong as me, can't laugh, youthful spirit, it's me who keeps shouting My kid, is there a problem?"
"I knew how to live at the age of six." Fu Wan lowered his head and said, "I can live by myself."
"Fu Wan." Luo Yu suppressed his smile, lowered his eyes, and said solemnly: "You have to know that no one is born so rational and smart, and knows how to survive in a difficult environment. You can do it because you Know that if you don’t, you don’t have a chance at life. Don’t take for granted the survival skills that are forced upon you by your circumstances. That says you’re strong and gifted, but it doesn’t determine whether you should be loved or not.”
"You said it yourself, you don't need to take care of it, you don't need to be taken care of. Do you understand?"
Fu Wan looked at the other party fixedly, and nodded.
In the dimness, Luo Yu's handsome eyebrows could not be seen clearly, but the gentleness and tolerance in his tone could not be ignored.
Even if he was rejected, even if he was not in a good mood, this man was still speaking for him and enlightening him, as if he would not be sad or discouraged at all.
Fu Wan subconsciously crossed the man's shoulder, and glanced at the distant sky through the window.
There, the setting sun had already set, leaving only a touch of red.
The sun also has to rest, there is no sunlight at night.Always glowing and glowing, it will be very tiring, right?
Fu Wan withdrew his gaze, looked at Luo Yu who was still patiently taking care of his emotions, and suddenly didn't want to know the answer.
He said, "Let's go."
Hearing this, Luo Yu closed his long and narrow eyes slightly, raised his lips and said, "Don't want an answer? Didn't you want to know if I will take care of you and fulfill my promise?"
Fu Wan turned his head to one side, clenched his fingers tightly, and said, "It's up to you."
"You little villain with a beginning and an end." Luo Yu finally couldn't help pinching the boy's face, and said, "I just wanted me to take care of you, now I'm free."
Fu Wan didn't lose his temper after being scolded. He just looked at Luo Yu and said seriously: "Last time, there was a class flower who rejected the study committee member, and she even met with the study committee member in the library on weekends. Chen Yiyan said, this is green tea." .”
"..." Luo Yu opened his eyes, "That's it?"
"Yeah." Fu Wan said, "It's not fair to you."
Luo Yu was silent, and watched Fu Wan quietly for a while.
After a long time, he got out of the way, signaled Fu Wan to go to the front, and locked the door after the two left the screening hall.
They left the library.The playground outside was already full of senior students who came out for a walk to enjoy the cool air. There was a faint singing sound coming from the playground in the distance. It was presumably that students from other classes were learning to sing military songs.
Fu Wan didn't speak all the way, but when he came to the fork in the road leading to the teacher's dormitory and the student cafeteria, he stopped and said: "I'm going back."
Luo Yu paused. Seeing that the boy was about to walk towards the student cafeteria, he didn't stop him. He just responded and followed behind.
Fu Wan turned to look at the man, and said, "Return the schoolbag to me."
Luo Yu gave him the schoolbag.
Fu Wan put her bag on her back, turned around and continued walking.
But he soon heard the footsteps following behind him, he stopped to take a look with his lips pursed, and said, "Aren't you going back?"
"Send the children back." Luo Yu smiled with his lips curled up, but he remained silent.
Fu Wan stopped immediately.
The school road here is rather sideways, and usually no one walks there. Fu Wan only walked this way because of his love for quietness. There was no one around at the moment. He waited for Luo Yu to approach before saying: "You just promised not to take care of me, what are you doing?" Why are you still following?"
"Under what circumstances did I agree?" Luo Yu asked back in a low voice.
Fu Wan frowned.He thought the example of class flowers he gave was enough to illustrate the problem.But Luo Yu's reaction was obviously not quite right.
Luo Yu pondered for a moment, and asked: "Why do children feel that if I was rejected, I should never have any contact with you. If you ask me to continue to take care of you, it is the so-called green tea?"
"Isn't that the reality?" Fu Wan was at a loss.
"That's right. But my feelings for you are the same as other people's love? During the three years in the dungeon, did I take care of you to be with you? How old were you at that time? I will not take care of you because you refused You? How many years of love have been fed to the dog?" Luo Yu asked calmly.
Fu Wan's hanging fingers trembled, but he didn't make a sound.
This was the first time that Luo Yu spoke to him so harshly, even though he looked calm and peaceful.
He took a light breath and said, "You will be tired."
As soon as these three short words were uttered, they were scattered in the quiet air, and they could not even be heard if they were not paying attention.
The boy's voice was clean, and he usually spoke a little hoarsely, but now he uttered such a sentence in a low voice, slowly, but there was a little more secret grievance and sadness.
The originally suppressed gloom in Luo Yu's eyes collapsed in an instant, and he couldn't even maintain the last bit of sternness.
The hand hanging by his side was almost uncontrollable and wanted to be lifted a few times, and he desperately took the aggrieved but indifferent young man into his arms, but he was worried that he was on the school road at the moment, even if there were no people around him. People, he can't do such a behavior that may hurt Fu Wan.
In the end, the hand covered with spear calluses clenched into a fist and fell back to its original position.
A few seconds later, a big hand gently rubbed Fu Wan's hair.
A familiar breath approached him, followed by a man's hoarse voice.
"I don't want to talk about fairness with children, or how much to pay. I don't know about others, but in my feelings for you, fairness and dignity are the most useless things."
"I said many times to take care of the children, but think about it, did this promise appear three years ago? It was not because of love."
"I don't regard myself as your family member. I choose to respect you instead of giving up taking care of you in order to restrain myself. You should know that compared with love, there are more feelings in this world that last longer and do not seek return."
"Don't equate my care for you with love, and don't think it's my burden. Fuwan kid has always been a smart kid, you can understand, right?"
The subdued male voice came to the ears without haste, Fu Wan clenched his fingers tightly, and then slowly relaxed.
He raised his head and met the man's pale eyes.
Like colored glaze, a small bowl of incense is reflected there.Different from the fiery eyes when he confessed his love today, these eyes are exactly the same as the ones Fu Wan saw in the painting three years ago, and his voice is also exactly the same.
At that time, he had just met Jingdong Cat not long ago, and at a young age, he was injected with a new type of anti-noise interference potion, and then the entire dungeon was installed with various machines that released terrible noises.
The medicinal effect is limited, it can only guarantee that he will not bleed to death from the seven orifices.So when those explosive noises started to fill his brain, no matter how hard he tried to cover his ears, it didn't help.
The duration of that test was 26 days, and none of his previous subjects survived six days.
The super race must be invincible, but cannot be invincible, and if it cannot withstand noise interference, there is no need to live.Fu Wan has no choice, he wants to live, even if the possibility is zero.
For thirteen days, he almost thought he was unconscious, and for a moment he even started shouting his name.But he couldn't hear it at all, the immature and young voice tried to resist the terrifying noise occupying his mind, it was like a mayfly shaking a tree.
He thought he was going to die, but at three o'clock in the morning on the 14th day, there was a sudden explosion sound from the laboratory outside the dungeon, mixed with the voice of the researcher shouting "fire".
At that time, his physical strength had reached its limit, he couldn't control anything, and he couldn't even open his eyes.
But soon, he discovered that the types of noise coming from all directions began to decrease one by one.
At the back, he could even hear the sound of someone operating the machine.
Until the last noisy machine stopped working, Fu Wan finally heard a strange footstep.
Someone came to his bed and squatted down, with the damp and cold air unique to the well.
Then there was the sound of taking off the gloves, and two hot palms covered his ears and rubbed them soothingly.
The man gave him three injections, fed him medicine twice, then got close to him, took a towel to wipe his sweat, and coaxed him in a hoarse voice: "It's okay, if they ask, remember to say that you passed out, those I changed the program of the machine, and I can't find out the problem. I can't stay too long, and I will come to see the children next time."
Fu Wan heard the sound of footsteps going away, and disappeared after entering the well.
After two days, he recovered. The researcher suffered heavy damage to the laboratory, and the machine was reprogrammed, so he could not continue the experiment.Various boxes began to emerge from the well.
He couldn't hear anything clearly during that time, but he remembered Luo Yu's voice.
Once, he finally wrote in a note: "I want to know what you look like."
The next day, Jingdong cat sent him a portrait, but only the eyes were drawn, and the rest were stick figures with the same lines.
"I really want to show my photos to the children, but I can't guarantee that I won't die on the way to the mission before I save you, so I don't want the children to have a clear impression of me. You are still young and haven't seen anyone. Just forget.
Just like I didn't take you out of the dungeon now, I can't guarantee that you don't have any other potions on you. Since they are so confident that they don't even monitor the dungeon, there is definitely something in you that they can easily control your life and death.I can't take you away or see you until I find out.I can't put you at risk. "
Fu Wan always remembered these words.
Luo Yu didn't even want him to remember him at first, just to save him.
He thought of these, how could he still not understand?
Fu Wan looked at Luo Yu, his dark peach-blossom eyes gradually became clear and translucent from inexplicable grievances, his face was still cold, but he nodded seriously, and said, "I understand. I haven't forgotten."
But he has always been proud, and after affirming the other party, he would emphasize: "I am right. You are not a machine, and you will not get tired."
The doting in Luo Yu's eyes couldn't be suppressed anymore, and he lowered his voice and said, "So the kid wants me to take care of you but doesn't let me take care of you, not because of Ban Hua, but because you are afraid that I will be tired taking care of you?"
Fu Wan glanced straight at the man and nodded.
He looks good, even in the daytime, he is dazzlingly beautiful, not to mention that the sky has just darkened, and the orange light from the street lamps has softened his sharp temperament, without the compelling arrogance, only pure beauty, and the pupils of his eyes are beautiful. Black and round, soft and heart-pounding.
Luo Yu laughed hoarsely, squeezed his face, and coaxed him: "In this case, Fuwan kid who hopes to be taken care of, are you willing to go back to have dinner with me now?"
"Let's go." Fu Wan's ears were reddened by the words, and he waited for someone to lift his feet before taking the same steps and walking back side by side.