please let go

Chapter 13

[Don't hit cubs]: Can the jungler add a friend?

It seems that He Chuan's handsome operation has captured another fan girl, but the girl is a little embarrassed when he pulls the guy away.

[Kiss me first]: My brother is a little cold to outsiders.

[I kneel in Chang'an night]: Yes.

[Mountain]: Am I cold?

[Don't hit cubs]: It's a little... maybe I'm not familiar with it!

He Chuan stopped talking again, if it wasn't for the jungler on the map still running all over the map, he would have thought that he was not online.

Jiang Chen followed suit to smooth things over.

[I kneel at Chang'an Ye]: Don't mind assisting you.

[Don't hit cubs]: Mmmm!

Everyone finished the second half of the game happily, but the opponent's jungler mentality had been destroyed by He Chuan, and after being single-killed eight times, he just stayed in the spring and couldn't come out.

Of course, there was no suspense about who would win. Even if Jiang Chen took an important position, but with He Chuan around, he didn't need to fight seriously and just won.Quit this game, it's getting late, and He Chuan planned to come here today, so He Chuan left the room first.

The message pops up.

[He Chuan]: Stop hitting, that man is too good.

[Jiang Chen]: Who?The one against the road?

[He Chuan]: Yes.

Jiang Chen also agreed with He Chuan's words and followed suit.

He Chuan changed the topic.

[He Chuan]: Am I cold?Do you think so too?

[Jiang Chen]: Yes, you only talk a lot when you are usually venomous.

[He Chuan]: I don't think so.

【Jiang Chen】:...

Obviously, the whole body is filled with the aura of "stay away from strangers", but in the end, I don't know it at all.

[Jiang Chen]: How long do you sleep?

[He Chuan]: I don't know.

[Jiang Chen]: I'll go to bed first, so don't stay up too late.

Jiang Chen didn't expect He Chuan to answer anything, he directly took the phone to charge, washed up and went to sleep.

When I got up the next day and checked the chat dialog again, He Chuan did not reply him.

He Chuan was still in the state of introspection at home, so he still didn't come to class on Saturday.The political teacher handed out the test papers, looked at the empty seats and asked where did Jiang Chen go?

"Go home." Jiang Chen said.

Why do the teachers like to ask him this kind of question, making it seem like the two are very familiar.During self-study last night, the history teacher also asked where He Chuan had gone. Jiang Chen truthfully replied that he was called home to reflect, but guessed that He Chuan should still be lying in the dormitory playing.

After the evening self-study get out of class, Jiang Chen did not forget the promise and was going to look for him in the dormitory.As soon as he left the teaching building, he saw He Chuan who was playing with his mobile phone with his head down.

He didn't wear a school uniform, but wore a white T-shirt and a pair of black trousers. His tall figure turned casual attire into a trend.It's really exaggerated, the face is not showing much, but it gives people a very handsome feeling.

Once this temperament comes up, even in the crowd, you can still recognize it at a glance.

Students passing by will inevitably look at him a few more times and secretly discuss a few words.

"Will it be handsome?"

"I feel like I can dress well..."

Looking at the black and white outfit, Jiang Chen really didn't see any dressing skills, it was all supported by He Chuan's figure.

He approached, "Just stand here and wait?"

"Otherwise? Is there a bench here?" He Chuan said as he put his phone into his trouser pocket.

"Only drink?" Jiang Chen felt a little hungry after the evening self-study, and wanted to eat something.

"Barbecue?" He Chuan suggested.

"it is good."

The two decided on a good place to go and walked towards the back door of the school.

Tomorrow weekend, the whole school will be on holiday, and boarding students can also go home. This time, He Chuan doesn't need to climb the |wall, and walks out of the school openly and aboveboard.

Jiang Chen sat on the wooden bench and ate two skewers of beef, while He Chuan had already poured a whole bottle of beer. He watched the person next to him use a bottle opener to pry off the bottle cap again, "You think you're drinking water?"

"Does it matter if you drink?" He Chuan asked back.

Jiang Chen didn't refute, he took a bite of the pork belly, choked on the chili oil on it, and started to cough violently, coughing up tears, suddenly felt a burning pain in his throat, and grabbed the freshly opened beer bottle in He Chuan's hand , Poured half a bottle of beer into his mouth before recovering.

He raised his hand and wiped his lower lip with the back of his hand, and put the wine bottle back on the table, belatedly savoring the taste of wine in his mouth.

He Chuan took back the wine bottle and said with a smile, "You must be drinking water?"

"Crap!" Jiang Chen heard, "You really hold grudges."

He Chuan lowered his head slightly, looked at the wine bottle on the table, "It's quite vengeful." After speaking, he picked up the bottle Jiang Chen had drunk, put his mouth on the bottle, and raised his head to dry up the rest of the wine up.

"Otherwise I wouldn't miss that person for so long." He Chuan began to talk about him, "Actually, I wasn't that afraid of the dark before."

"Because of him? What did he do to you?" Jiang Chen became serious when he saw the smile in his eyes disappear.

He Chuan shook his head, "On the contrary, he didn't do anything."

"School violence, I was a victim before, and later I was a perpetrator." He Chuan said, and opened a third bottle of wine again, "When I was very young, I was locked in a dark room by them. In the house, I used to be afraid of the dark because of ghosts, but now I am afraid of the past, every time I am in the dark, I think of their laughter, and I still have that sense of despair in my heart."

"Where are your parents? Don't you care?" Jiang Chen asked with a frown.

"They?" He snorted coldly, "I quarrel every day and don't care about me at all. If I'm unlucky, my dad might beat me after being beaten at school." A vagabond who drank his sorrows.

"What about that person? He too?"

"No, he didn't do anything." He Chuan said and went to touch his pocket again.

Jiang Chen knew from his actions that he was looking for cigarettes, but he didn't stop him this time.

When the person put the cigarette in his mouth, he went to another pocket to look for the lighter, and continued until he lit the cigarette: "He is that kind of person, or even worse, he lied to me. I was locked up in the dark. In the room, there was a small hole in that room, and he lay down on the ground through the hole and asked me what was wrong. I said I was locked here, and I was scared. He said he asked an adult to help open the door. I asked him Don't go, we chatted through a wall, and finally he stuffed a rose through that hole." He thought for a while and added, "Oh, yes, that day is Valentine's Day."

He Chuan had pulled his bangs up since he sat down.I don't know if it's an illusion, but Jiang Chen always felt that He Chuan had tears in his eyes, but the corners of He Chuan's eyes were blocked by those ignorant bangs.

"The opening of the hole is a bit small. After the rose was stuffed in, the petals were rotten. I felt that the rose was very beautiful through the faint light from the opening." He touched his fingertips again and said: "It's just that there was a thorn that didn't come off, and it got stuck in my hand at that time."

Jiang Chen could even imagine the appearance of that rose, broken and broken with thorns, just like He Chuan now, trying to hide his fragility by alienating others.

Both are beautiful, but Jiang Chen had an idea.

He doesn't want Rose, but He Chuan.

"What happened later?" Jiang Chen asked.

He Chuan came to his senses, "Missing the topic." He shook the soot, "Later he said he went to find an adult and left, but he never came back. I stayed in that dark room that night, touching the place with my hands. A rose, full of ghosts, thinking he'll come back."

He went to cut his hair again, but this time he didn't pull it up, but deliberately blocked his eyes.

Seeing his Adam's apple rolling, Jiang Chen understood his current emotions.

"But I didn't wait for him..."

The last straw broke, and I finally caught a bunch of sunshine, but the sun went down, and I was looking forward to the sunrise the next day, but it turned out to be a rainy day.

"Very childish, right?" He Chuan asked after he had already stubbed out his cigarette, and threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray beside him.

"No." Even a small matter would be unbearable because of his young age, so it would turn into a childhood shadow. Jiang Chen would not underestimate a child's fear as a 17-year-old boy.

"What happened later?" Even if the smoke was extinguished, Jiang Chen could not help but feel a little repulsed by the strong smell of smoke.

"My mother found me around dawn, and I haven't seen my father since that day. They got divorced." He Chuan continued to drink his third bottle of wine.

He Chuan's childhood was really not considered happy. He had no friendship and lacked a complete family relationship. Now that he has broken up with his girlfriend, he has lost love.

Just as Jiang Chen was about to raise his hand to pat him on the back, he realized that He Chuan seemed to be looking behind him, and turned his head following his gaze.

Not far from them was a couple holding hands.

The boy with inch hair also had a black cross tattooed on his neck, which looked like a delinquent boy.The girl next to the cropped man wore a very short floral suspender skirt with big waves on her back.

"You know him?" Jiang Chen turned back and asked He Chuan.

He Chuan also looked away from the couple, and smiled, "My ex-girlfriend."

Jiang Chen recalled what Shen Chong said. People like He Chuan seem to like the type of sister Yu at first glance, and it's a bit unpleasant. "You still like it?"

When this topic was mentioned, He Chuan didn't feel sad at all, "Did I say that I like it?"

"Don't pretend! Have you drank and talked? If you're sad, just say it!" Jiang Chen thought He Chuan was faking his emotions.

"Jiang Chen, have you ever studied Chinese?" He Chuan said.

Jiang Chen understood this time, He Chuan really didn't like that girl, "I don't like what kind of relationship you have?"

This person has been single for a long time, so he has some emotional cleanliness, and the most important thing is the sincerity of love. Jiang Chen discovered another annoying thing about He Chuan.

"When I met her, it was also on Valentine's Day. She stood under a tree with a bouquet of flowers and confessed to the man, but she was rejected." During the conversation, He Chuan also finished the third bottle of wine. "Then she saw me, probably because she was unwilling to be rejected... She always wanted to find someone to make do with Valentine's Day, so she handed me the bouquet of flowers and asked if I would like it."

"I'm stupid? You fucking accepted it?"

"It's also Valentine's Day, it's the same evening, and it also started with a bouquet of flowers, so I agreed." The light red climbed up He Chuan's cheeks, making him feel slightly drunk.

"I gave you flowers on Valentine's Day, will you accept it?" Jiang Chen didn't mean anything else, he just wanted He Chuan to realize that feelings cannot be settled.

As a result, He Chuan said, "Who knows..."

"No, my man!" Jiang Chen had mixed feelings in his heart, feeling that He Chuan didn't care about anyone, and had the illusion that He Chuan could accept him.

He Chuan didn't speak.

"Both of them are just getting along, that's not considered love at all." Jiang Chen felt that that person had become an obsession with He Chuan, "Do you like it or hate it?"

If it was disgusting, why did he agree to that woman's confession?If you like it, why have you kept saying you hate it for so many years?

He Chuan looked a little blank, "I don't know."

Hearing a sweet female voice behind him, Jiang Chen turned around and saw the ex-girlfriend kissing the tattooed man's Adam's apple, and asked in a daze, "Then... have you kissed?"