Chapter 68
Chapter 68
I miss you
Yan Ruo's fingertips sank deeply into Jiang Wo's arm, he was so frightened that he trembled all over, and shook his head with tears, "No."
"Brother, I want her, I love her very much."
He lied.
Jiang Wo took off his clothes, put them on Yan Ruo's body, and hugged them together, building a very safe and private space for Yan Ruo, "Yan Ruo, she has seriously affected your health."
In Jiang Wo's arms, Yan Ruotuan gradually stopped trembling, and he spoke lines skillfully, "No, brother, I was just scared by a nightmare, she is our baby, how can we Abort her, she will be sad to hear."
"Brother, don't flow, okay? I will be more obedient in the future."
Jiang Wo covered Yan Ruo's lips, his voice was hoarse, "You are already very good..."
"We need to talk."
Yan Ruo tucked his head into his clothes, "I won't talk about it."
Jiang Wo finally understood why the doctor did not advise them to have children in the short term.
Yan Ruo's condition was too bad.
Jiang Wo digs out the truth from Yan Ruo's point of view, "Are you afraid of having a baby?"
During Yan Ruo's nightmare, he kept crying no, don't tear his stomach apart.
Jiang Wo remembered Yan Ruo's terrified appearance a few minutes ago, but his heart still ached. He gently rubbed the back of Yan Ruo's neck, and said, "I won't have another baby, okay? If you like children very much, we will adopt one."
Yan Ruo muffled, "I only want my brother's child."
Jiang Wo didn't hesitate at all, and said directly: "Although the technology of alpha pregnancy is not yet mature, it is not impossible. I will go to consult. If it is feasible, I will give birth to our child, okay?"
"We don't want this child anymore."
Yan Ruo's eyes were moist, he was like a kitten throwing a tantrum, deliberately speaking ironically, "But brother likes this child very much."
Ever since the pregnancy was confirmed, Yan Ruo had seen how much Jiang Wo cared about the child.
Jiang Wo not only started knitting small clothes, shoes and hats for children from now on, but also spent a lot of time reading books related to parenting.
Anyway, if you haven't seen a book about pregnant women.
Yan Ruo's emotions had been tense for more than a month, and suddenly, in a nightmare, he and Jiang Wo's firm "don't want this child", suddenly all relaxed, and the tears of grievance and fear of being replaced were like a flood that burst a bank. out.
After a while, the thin clothes on Jiang Wo's chest were soaked.
Jiang Wo's kiss landed on the top of his hair, and if Yan Ruo heard it, Jiang Wo's voice was unsteady, "I like her, it's a love extended from your foundation, I like her because it's you The child born in October is our crystallization, I love her, but you will always be the first."
"No one or anything is more important than you. Yan Ruo, you worry me a lot. I'm afraid of losing you."
"Blame me for not being fully prepared this time. It's all my fault for getting you pregnant, Yan Ruo. So because of me, let's abort her."
"The last child was also because of you."
"Let them all come to me, and I will bear the guilt. Yan Ruo, your happiness is more important than anything else."
Yan Ruo was crying so hard that he couldn't hear what Jiang Wo said, but he was sure that he could clearly hear every word Jiang Wo said and the tone of his voice.
He heard, saw, and felt very clearly Jiang Wo's love for him.
To Jiang Wo, he was unparalleled.
He will not be replaced.
This gave Yan Ruo some comfort.
"Don't leak." Yan Ruo cried and shook his head, "Don't leak."
Jiang Wo dug him out of his clothes and pressed his forehead together, "Then you promise me, you will get better."
Yan Ruo held his breath so that he would not choke too much, but failed, his lips were full of bitter tears, and he pressed Jiang Wo's lips forward, "I promise you."
If he will not be replaced, if he will always be the highest position in Jiang Wo's heart, then he is willing to give birth to this child.
This night until dawn, neither of them fell asleep again. Yan Ruo leaned in Jiang Wo's arms, closed his eyes, and listened to Jiang Wo's breathing with his ears.
He heard Jiang Wo raise his head from time to time to check on his situation, and he also heard Jiang Wo turn off the alarm clock that just rang when the sky was slightly cool.
Yan Ruo knew that it was the alarm clock for Jiang Wo to get up and make him breakfast.
Yan Ruo opened his eyes and saw the time on the alarm clock, 05:30.
Yan Ruo's eyes were red again.
It has been more than a month, and while he was being tortured, Jiang Wo was suffering.
But Jiang Wo never said he was tired.
"elder brother."
Jiang Wo hugged Yan Ruo tightly, hummed, "Did it bother you?"
He didn't mention waking up, because he also knew that Yan Ruo didn't sleep.
Yan Ruo: "Let's go back to the villa."
"It's too big here, I don't feel safe."
Jiang Wo naturally responded, "I'll pack my luggage later, we'll go there this afternoon."
Yan Ruo laughed, "We are going home, what are we going to pack?"
Speaking of the villa that only belonged to him and Jiang Wo, Yan Ruo's mood obviously improved. Jiang Wo stroked Yan Ruo's thin back, "Listen to you."
That morning, Jiang Wo drove Yan Ruo back to the villa in City H.
Only the two of them, Aunt Li and the others stayed in the old house.
Yan Ruo sat in the co-pilot, took the milk that Jiang Wo gave him, squinted his eyes and drank it comfortably.
Although he didn't pack his luggage, Jiang Wo was afraid that he would be hungry, so he still prepared a lot of snacks for him.Yan Ruo went to sleep when he was full, and when he woke up, he looked out the window, but he couldn't tell where it was, so he continued to eat.
Jiang Wo's eyes were gentle, except for looking at the road, he was looking at him the rest of the time.
"Do you want to go to the bathroom?" Jiang Wo asked, wiping the biscuit crumbs off Yan Ruo's lips.
Yan Ruo tilted his head and rubbed Jiang Wo's fingers, "No, I only drank a bottle of milk."
Jiang Wo rubbed the top of Yan Ruo's hair along the way, "Okay, we're almost there, sleep for a while if you're sleepy."
Yan Ruo didn't want to sleep anymore, and sat upright, "I haven't been back for several years, I want to see the changes here."
Jiang Wo smiled, "If you see something you want to eat, call me, and I'll go down and buy it for you."
Yan Ruo pulled on the seat belt, keeping it from his stomach, leaned over and kissed Jiang Wo's face, "Thank you brother."
When he is good, he is so obedient and so lovable.
In the end, Yan Ruo didn't see anything delicious, because he fell asleep again.
After Jiang Wo parked the car, he quietly watched him fall asleep. After a while, Jiang Wo got out of the car lightly, walked around to the passenger side, opened the door, and hugged Yan Ruo.
For more than two months, it has not yet reached the time when the pregnancy is really difficult, and the morning sickness has not yet started.
But Yan Ruo has already lost eight catties because of emotional problems.
Night is not a nightmare, it is falling asleep and waking up suddenly. I have to wake up once or twice a night, and I can't sleep well.
Yan Ruo worked too hard.
Holding Yan Ruo in his arms, Jiang Wo stood in front of this familiar villa again after three years, feeling extraordinarily calm and gentle.
The last time he left here, he left alone to go to the old house. Before leaving, he was still Yan Ruo's housekeeper. When he came back again, he brought Yan Ruo with him, as Yan Ruo's lover.
They also have a child.
As if feeling something, Yan Ruo, who was sleeping soundly, woke up, and looked at the familiar courtyard door with Jiang Wo.
After they decided to come back in the morning, the time was tight. Jiang Wo called someone to come over and just cleaned the villa briefly for ventilation. There was no time to tidy up the flowers and plants in the yard, but it looked better without tidying up.
Like in a fairy tale, a castle surrounded by flowers and plants.
On the wooden courtyard gate, there are still a few white roses crawling.
Yan Ruo stretched out his hand, and his pale pink fingertips touched the white rose, like a prince returning after being away for a few years, opening a villa that had been dusty for a long time.
The courtyard door opened slowly.
When Jiang Wo and Yan Ruo walked inside, it was more like walking into a secluded and beautiful fairy tale forest.
No one came back for a few years, and all the plants here are growing wildly.
Looking at the picture in front of him, Yan Ruo also smiled, Jiang Wo put him on the ground, Yan Ruo stepped on a few roots, turned his head, saw the road behind them, covered by flowers and plants again, Yan Ruo's smile deepened , he said to Jiang Wo: "Brother, I like this place."
It was very closed, as if there were really only him and Jiang Wo in this world.
Such an environment made Yan Ruo feel very safe.
Jiang Wo took his hand, "As long as you like it."
In the villa, the part-time workers had already done the basic cleaning work. After Jiang Wo placed Yan Ruo on the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, he immediately went to the kitchen to look at the ingredients.
It seems that the workers are very experienced, and the refrigerator is full of ingredients.
Enough to feed them for a week.
Jiang Wo washed some fruit, cut it up and put it in a fruit plate. When he was about to take it to Yan Ruo, he suddenly saw the tray. He smiled, put the fruit plate on the tray, and carried it to the living room.
Yan Ruo was admiring the scenery outside the glass window when he heard footsteps, turned his head, and saw Jiang Wo walking towards him with a tray in the manner of a housekeeper.
Yan Ruo was stunned for a moment, "Brother."
Jiang Wo bent down slightly and put down the tray, "Aren't you unfamiliar?"
Jiang Wo was in front of Yan Ruo's job as a housekeeper, but he didn't know any butler etiquette. After he was called by Han Di to inform him that he had successfully applied, he went to learn the housekeeper etiquette for two weeks before he officially took up the job.
"No." Yan Ruo came back to his senses and hugged Jiang Wo's neck, and said with a sweet smile, "Brother is so handsome."
Jiang Wo also picked up Yan Ruo and let him sit on his lap, "I'm very glad that Old Man Yan and Han Di made an exception and admitted me back then."
What they wanted was beta, but they still chose him.
Yan Ruo's smile faltered for a moment, but soon recovered, and let go of Jiang Wo's neck, "Yes, we meet another day, and I have to thank Uncle Han."
Jiang Wo picked up a small tomato and handed it to Yan Ruo's mouth, "Farewell, he is a wanted criminal now, if you see him, call me immediately."
After Yan Ruo took control of Yan's family, Han Di was wanted for corruption, fraud and many other crimes. It's a pity that Han Di seemed to have gotten wind of it early and ran away.
Still haven't caught him.
Yan Ruo opened his mouth to eat the little tomato, and licked it on Jiang Wo's fingertips by the way, bending his eyes obediently, "Got it, brother."
After eating the fruit, Yan Ruo looked very interested, and took Jiang Wo's hand to visit his villa.
"We haven't been back for a long time, let's go up and have a look."
Jiang Wo: "Okay."
The first stop was Jiang Wo's former room. When Yan Ruo saw this small room, he puffed up his cheeks unhappily, "I told you before that I would change rooms for you. If you refuse, you insist on living in such a small room, brother." , you deliberately make me feel bad, don't you?"
Jiang Wo felt nothing, "I used to be just your housekeeper, you have to know the rules."
In the end, these words made Yan Ruo even more sad, his eye circles were red, and he raised his delicate and pretty face, seeming to complain, "If brother didn't know the rules so well, maybe we would have been together long ago."
Jiang Wo held Yan Ruo's face in his hands, and apologized indulgently, "I was wrong."
If Yan couldn't say anything more to complain, he knew that Jiang Wo was right.
It was him who was wrong.
Yan Ruo sat on Jiang Wo's old bed, picked up the pillow on the bed, hugged it and smelled it, but the smell was gone.
The hourly workers put on new pillowcases.
Yan Ruo lost his temper, and gave the pillow to Jiang Wo, "Hug."
Jiang Wo didn't understand Yan Ruo's meaning at first, until he saw Yan Ruo went to smell his quilt, he understood, opened the restraint ring on his neck, and directly emitted pheromone, "Is this enough?"
Yan Ruo was like a drunk kitten, laying on the bed in a drunken state, clutching the sheets with her tender hands, licking her lips, "Enough, brother."
Jiang Wo couldn't help but laugh, sitting on the edge of the bed, holding Yan Ruo's hand, and silently accompanied him.
Yan Ruo sucked the pheromone for a while, feeling full, got out of bed and continued to visit the room.
Like looking for some treasure.
And he was indeed looking for treasure.
When he finished the college entrance examination and went to the old house, Jiang Wo was left here for half a year. He wanted to find out if there was any evidence that Jiang Wo wanted him during those six months.
But the kitten was doomed to be disappointed. He searched everything up and down, inside and out, but found nothing.
Jiang Wo's room was as silent and boring as he himself.
Yan Ruo lowered his eyelashes in frustration.
Brother doesn't want him.
Jiang Wo was on the side, looking at him with a faint smile in his eyes.
Yan Ruo walked up to Jiang Wo in a dazed manner, and leaned into Jiang Wo's arms.
Jiang Wo bowed his head and kissed the top of his hair, without saying anything, took his hand and walked out.
Yan Ruo called out suspiciously, "Brother?"
Jiang Wo didn't look back, "Come with me."
They walked to the basement door, and the lock on it was rusted. Jiang Wo directly reached out and violently removed the lock, and pushed the door open.
The hourly workers inside couldn't get in, and it wasn't cleaned.
Fortunately, because it is too airtight, it is not very dirty after so many years.
Jiang Wo turned on the light, walked in with Yan Ruo, and let Yan Ruo see what was going on inside.
Yan Ruo saw the white suit he had taken off on the ground, the cot, the muzzle, the muzzle, the leather cord, the handcuffs... But these are not the point, the point is that they are all broken.
It's like someone, in the past, came here at an unknown time, wore all these things on his body, and then broke it because it was too intense.
Like a dog without its owner, it came to the basement alone nostalgic, tied itself up, imagined that the owner was still there, and conducted a lonely and grand training.
Yan Ruo opened his lips in surprise, and he even saw dried blood on the handcuffs.
He couldn't help trembling, shock, excitement, sadness, disbelief, all kinds of things made him want to cry.
"elder brother?"
Jiang Wo hugged him from behind, but without the air of a dominator, he put his head on Yan Ruo's shoulder, "Yan Ruo, I miss you very much."
This sentence, he wanted to say in the half a year after Yan Ruo left the college entrance examination, and after he left Yan Ruo on his own initiative and settled in the village for three years, he wanted to say it.
He really missed Yan Ruo.
I miss him very much, thinking that during the susceptible period, I couldn't control myself, so I came to the basement and tied myself up.
But when his sanity returned, he looked at the mess everywhere, only fear.
He shouldn't and can't have that kind of feeling for Yan Ruo.
He escaped.
Once you escape, it will be a few years.
Now he personally held Yan Ruo's hand, pushed open the heavy door, and frankly showed Yan Ruo what he had never dared to face directly.
Tell Yan Ruo, yes, I fell in love with you earlier than I knew and realized.
It was to give an explanation to her past self, and to reassure Yan Ruo.
The author says:
Take a bow and love everyone.
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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