Dew timid

Chapter 92 Apologize

It was already dark while waiting for dinner, because Lu Qi was not in good health, and his food was relatively light.

Suddenly there were two more people, Ruan Dao set up the table in the yard, the footsteps accompanied by the sound of the door opening, Fu Chengci saw the man appearing in front of him, he reacted violently and stood up from the small stool, a little confused measures.

His eyes were full of uneasiness.

This movement caused the two people in the back kitchen to poke their heads out and look around at the same time.

Seeing this scene, they didn't speak in tacit agreement, but the movements under their hands instantly slowed down a lot, as if they were dragging on for half a year.

As if he didn't see a big living person in front of him, Lu Qi walked to the other side of the empty table and sat down.

Fu Chengci also calmed down slowly, squeezed his palms nervously, and almost sat on the floor without holding the stool steady several times.

Ruan Dao and Wei Ye came out of the back kitchen and it was time to start dinner. The four dishes and one soup were all Ruan Dao's hard work for two months.

Fu Cheng resigned from a high position, and Ruan Dao greeted him first as it should be: "Don't mind, my lord, we usually eat these in this mountain col."

Fu Chengci shook his head, trying to suppress the heat in his eyes. He never thought that he would have a chance to sit at the same table with Lu Qi for dinner, and that was enough.

At this time, Lu Qi who was sitting opposite said coldly: "Go back if you are not used to eating, while it is still early."

Hearing his voice, Fu Chengci's eyes lit up for an instant, and then dimmed again after hearing the order to evict guests in the words.

"I am used to eating." To prove his words, Fu Chengci took two big mouthfuls of rice. The rice was rough, and it was not as full and soft as the rice cooked in the capital. However, he kept turning the shaft for two months and closed his eyes. It's a nightmare, this meal is indeed more comfortable than eating in the capital.

Seeing him gobbling and eating in a mess, and looking more pitiful than the disaster victims, an unknown fire instantly affected Lu Qi, put down his chopsticks and said coldly: "Enough!"

Fu Chengci remained silent, looking up at him with rice grains on the corner of his mouth and red eyes.

"What are you going crazy, come here to eat two bowls of rice in the middle of the night?" His originally peaceful life of waiting for death was broken unexpectedly, why does Fu Chengci do this every time!

When he thought he was stable enough, he randomly broke into his life again!

He doesn't want everything, why can't he let him go!

Protector Wei Ye couldn't stand it any longer, and opened his mouth to defend his master, "Master Lu, you misunderstood, the moment master wakes up..."

Before the rest of the words could be said, he was interrupted roughly. Fu Chengci's voice was cold, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Do you know how I have spent the past two months? How determined I was to dare to come Did you never think about me when I was looking for you? Even if only...a little bit."

It was as if the heart had been cut with a knife, after Fu Chengci finished speaking, he could see the ripples in Lu Yong's eyes.

In the next second, Lu Yong's words completely defeated him.

"You think two months are difficult? Do you know how I survived those four years?"

As if struck by lightning, Fu Chengci was completely stunned in place, and even the sympathy in Ruan Dao's eyes was gradually mixed with coldness.

Those four years were the darkest time for Lu Qi, and the person he regarded as the light pushed him into the abyss with his own hands.

Four years is a gap that can never be bridged between the two.

"I'm sorry..." Fu Chengci's voice was difficult and jerky, and he could hear his deep guilt and endless regret. His voice was choked with sobs: "Everything I did back then was my fault. For you, can you give me another chance, this time for me to follow in your footsteps..."

Lu Yong thought that if he could get Fu Chengci's resignation in his lifetime, he would be grateful, at least not as calm as he is now. He admitted that he deliberately poked Fu Chengci's heart with the past to expose his scars, and made him feel guilty. It's just that when the goal is achieved, he doesn't have the pleasure of revenge, only exhaustion.

He is a villain who threatens the other party with guilt.Seeing the arrogant Fu Chengci say these words, I just feel ironic.

"It's useless to say these things now. I don't want to accept your apology, and you don't have to ask me to forgive you, because It's unnecessary."

What he said was decisive, and he didn't want to give the other party a chance to breathe and refute.

Fu Chengci's eyes were a little at a loss. He naively thought that an apology could solve the problem, but the entanglement between the two of them could not be resolved by these few words. Words can't smooth everything out. Excessive explanations will only make him become Even more pale and feeble, this feeling made Fu Chengci helpless.

In the end, no one could eat the meal. Fu Chengci did not leave, because Lu Yong drank a lot of medicine every day. After asking about the method of making it, he sat in front of the medicine stove to help cook the medicine.

He just wanted to find something to do around that person, so that he would not be so empty.

After the medicine was ready, Fu Chengci knocked on the closed door. After a while, a man's indifferent voice came, "Come in."

Fu Chengci walked in with the newly cooked porridge and medicine, feeling a little uneasy, "You didn't eat at night, I cooked some porridge and ate the porridge and drank the medicine."

After finishing speaking, he put the things on the table, and then went to reach out to help Lu Qi.

When he was still a palm away, he was avoided by the opponent without a trace. Although he didn't show his face to Fu Cheng, the resistance on his face was very obvious, "I'll just do it myself." He didn't even move. Can't move.

Fu Chengci was very patient, and always kept a certain distance from him. This distance made Lu Qi unable to pick out the thorns, but he felt uncomfortable in his eyes.

It's just that it's really not worth it for him and Fu Chengci to be angry. The other party has nothing to do, but his body is so weak that he can't hold it anymore.

The white porridge was boiled very thick, and Lu Qi had tasted a little sweetness on the tip of his tongue despite not putting anything in it. He glanced at Fu Chengci with complicated eyes, and the other party quickly caught his sight, and his heart sank. Worryingly asked: "What's the matter? Why are you looking at me like this? Is it uncomfortable? Or is there something wrong with this porridge? But it shouldn't be... I've tried this taste before, and it's okay. Forget it, or else Don't eat it yet."

The more he talked, the more chaotic he became, and he became a little incoherent in the end, as if he didn't want to understand what went wrong with the porridge.

Lu Qi sniffed, looked down at Bai Nong's porridge, and said in a hoarse voice, "There is no problem with the porridge, thank you."

Fu Chengci froze all over, and showed a flattering smile on his lips: "It's just as long as you like to eat."

He really felt happy, as long as Lu Yong was satisfied, he would do anything.

After that, Fu Chengci seemed to have mastered the essentials of the two being alone. As long as he didn't speak, Lu Qi could ignore him, and he wouldn't ask him to go. That's enough.

Just looking at this person would give him great peace of mind.

An hour later, when the night was dark, Lu Yong asked Fu Chengci to leave before going to bed. Unexpectedly, Fu Chengci was very talkative this time.

When I walked to the door, I still didn’t forget to remind me: "Remember to cover the quilt when you sleep at night. The kettle next to your bed has been treated to keep it warm. If you are thirsty, drink the water in it instead of cold water. Then... good night .”

Lu Qi was a little impatient. He hadn't realized that Fu Cheng could talk so much before, and he felt a little tired after hearing it.

After Fu Chengci went out, Ruan Dao came. He was thinking about arranging a room for the master to spend the night, but he didn't expect Fu Chengci to lead the horse directly, as if he planned to go back at night.

He has no position to keep people, but the mountain road is not easy to walk at night, out of consideration for the status of the regent, he has to remind a few words.

"My lord, this mountain road is full of big trees. It's hard to see the road at night when the light is blocked. If you don't mind, there are vacant rooms here where you can stay overnight."

Fu Chengci had already got on his horse, but Wei Ye behind him helped to explain: "The prince left Beijing privately this time, and he needs to go back before the morning court."

Ruan Dao was speechless. He didn't expect that there was such a reason hidden in it. It would take a lot of time to go back and forth, and he couldn't say much, so he could only let people leave.

Lu Qi, who was separated by the door, heard it all, and felt the indescribable feeling in his heart. It was true that he provoked it first, but no one told him that going around would lead to such a result.

It's as absurd and ridiculous as if a person who chokes your neck all day long and wants you to die suddenly puts his arms around your waist and tells you to live well.

It would take at least three hours from the capital to get here quickly, and now it is indeed possible to come back early.

Lu Qi sighed silently in his heart, hoping that this would be the last time we met, thinking that we might not see each other again in the future, but he still had an indescribable feeling.

Early the next morning, Zhou Tangyin came back, along with Lou He, because they met too late yesterday, they found an inn to live in, and returned to the village at dawn.

Lou He went to southern Xinjiang once, but if the two poisons of Chunzhao and bitterness are combined together, even if both antidotes are available, it may not be effective.

What's more, the national teacher is dead, and the antidote for Buchun is nowhere to be found.

Now it is only in southern Xinjiang that one can try one's luck.

There were three people sitting in the courtyard, Zhou Tangyin, Lou He, and Ruan Dao were all there.

Lou He went to Southern Xinjiang once and didn't know what happened to him. When he came back, his hair was white on the top, and he looked even more handsome and thinner.

He took out two pots of medicine and said, "This is the only way for now, but the risk is too great."

Zhou Tangyin's eyes narrowed, and he said coldly, "Mother-child Gu?"

Lou He nodded: "I can't guarantee success. But if you don't make a decision as soon as possible, it will be too late when all the muscles and veins are completely destroyed."

Wait until the whole body is completely eroded by the poison, if you want to survive, you can only turn the whole person into a medicine man, even if it is possible to save a few years of life.

However, this process is not as pleasant as death.

Just at this time, Lu Qi came out of the room, saw the medicine jar, and his eyes were slightly startled, then he walked in front of several people and said: "The southern border Gu worms need someone to nourish the mother worms with their own blood, and they are using the larvae to save me. This The method is impractical and extremely damaging, so you don’t have to worry about me.”

This poison has been planted in his body for four years, and he is still alive now, which is considered a fluke. A person who should have died five years ago should be content with stealing so many years of time.

After listening to Lu Yong's words, Lou He also remained silent. What he was worried about was nothing more than this. Those who can nourish the mother worms need to have deep internal energy, strong body, and it is best to have a close enough relationship with Lu Yong to ensure that The role of mother and son Gu.

Otherwise, if the mother Gu doesn't cooperate, the child Gu will only harm Lu Qi.

This matter was suddenly shelved for the time being. Lu Yong's attitude can be said to be extremely negative. He spends his days basking in the sun or wandering around the village.

Just when Lu Yong began to forget Fu Cheng's resignation, the other party reappeared in front of him again.

It's just that when I saw Fu Chengci this time, the other party's condition was obviously not good.

The movement of getting off the horse was taken seriously by Lu Qi, and if it wasn't for Pei Shuo Weiye who was staggering, he would have fallen.

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