you are my nightmare

Chapter 103 Snot

"Qi Ruo, in fact, you should hate me." Xie Xiaoyou looked at Qi Ruo who was pushed down on the sofa by himself, with a sneer on the corner of his mouth.

"I really never hated you, even now, I know that you poisoned me and wanted my life, and I realized that I couldn't hate you, and I was still looking for an excuse to forgive you for treating me like this " Qi Ruo struggled to get up from the sofa and sat up, looking up at Xie Xiaoyou, having known each other for many years, Qi Ruo knew what words to use to impress Xie Xiaoyou.

It's just that this time she misestimated her own weight and the importance of Wan Qiyi to Xie Xiaoyou.

Xie Xiaoyou has hardly changed from before, she is still so tall, so slender, and still has long hair, the difference is that she used to always have bangs and long hair loose, but now she has a smooth forehead, and her long hair is high. Straight up, she looks like a strong woman.

"It's so pitiful." Xie Xiaoyou looked at Qi Ruo.

I have a headache.

Although this kind of perfume is not fatal, it can stimulate the brain nerves if worn for a long time, and it will make people's brain cells in a state of excitement for a long time.

One hundred injuries to the enemy, eighty self-injury, probably this is what it means. Perfume will kill the other party, and it will also make the user extremely painful.

Originally, Xie Xiaoyou didn't want to use this, but in order to be safe, she could no longer bear the fear of putting Wan Qiyi in danger.

Let others do it, but the result is a mess, let Qi Ruo run out, and again may be ready to entrap Wan Qiyi at all times.

"Xiaoyou, for the rest of my days, shall we go back to the past?" Qi Ruo begged with a wry smile.She still believes that Xie Xiaoyou will be soft-hearted. As long as it takes a little longer, Xie Xiaoyou will take good care of herself and take care of herself as before.

But she forgot that the reason why Xie Xiaoyou was so gentle to her before was because she had never had anyone else.

But now, she has betrayed Xie Xiaoyou, and her existence has already threatened Wan Qiyi, who Xie Xiaoyou now regards as more important than life.

The person she wanted to take revenge on was Xie Xiaoyou's current favorite person.

"I can't go back. Also, you are dirty." Xie Xiaoyou didn't hide the disgust on his face, his voice was alienated, and he looked at Qi Ruo indifferently, as if he saw the dirtiest thing in the world.

"What did you say?" Qi Ruo looked at Xie Xiaoyou in surprise.She couldn't believe that such hurtful words came from that Xie Xiaoyou who always smiled gently.

She was dirty, but no one knew about it except herself and the people in the prison.

I haven't mentioned a single word to Xie Xiaoyou, and it's even more impossible for people in the prison to tell such dirty things...

How could Xie Xiaoyou know that she was dirty?

Why did Xie Xiaoyou say that...

"I said you're dirty. I'm a clean freak. You've already been with someone else." Xie Xiaoyou looked at Qi Ruo in panic for a moment.

I really wanted to tell Qi Ruo that everything I suffered in prison was arranged by myself.

But I thought about it and thought about it, but I still couldn't open my mouth.

After all, he was not cruel enough.

The best way to hit a person is to kill her hope, kill her heart, and let her struggle in despair.

"I'm leaving. Going to start my new life. I don't want to see you again. You won't die right away." Xie Xiaoyou looked at Qi Ruo, and that was the last time she saw Qi Ruo alive.

Qi Ruo looked at Xie Xiaoyou leaving Jue Ran, and collapsed on the sofa dejectedly.

Everything in this house was originally arranged for Xie Xiaoyou, but Xie Xiaoyou just passed by.

Now she just stayed here like a passer-by for more than a month, not to take care of herself, not to live here, not to worry about herself, not to care about herself, but to look at herself and kill herself.

What an irony.

I used to want to get rid of her so much, but now that time has passed and the position has changed, it is she who wants to get rid of him completely.

Because of her own existence, she had already had trouble sleeping and eating.

No, she was always worried that she would attack Wan Qiyi again.

Xie Xiaoyou!

you!

Really cruel hearted.

No matter how sorry I was to you before, this time I showed my sincerity to you.

Why do you refuse to take the sincerity that I rarely take out, disdain to take it?

Qi Ruo laughed wildly.

I am rich now.

Now that I have money, doesn't it mean that money can turn ghosts around?

Then I want to try it myself, is it true?

Qi Ruo staggered and staggered when he walked, his vision became more and more blurred, and he stumbled back to the bedroom.

She fumbled to open the cabinet where she remembered Xie Xiaoyou kept the money.

Opening the door of the cabinet, Qi Ruo howled and hit his head with his fist.

Xie Xiaoyou took the money away.

I don't know when Qi Ruo will be taken away...

She always thought that Xie Xiaoyou didn't care about the money, that Xie Xiaoyou didn't love money.

Now it seems that Xie Xiaoyou doesn't love money, right?

Or it should be said that what Xie Xiaoyou loves is not money, but wants to let himself be like this, without any hope here, without any way out, waiting to die in this house.

She took the money, and she knew she loved it, so she took it.

She took the money and gave it to Wan Qiyi.

Qi Ruo's dizziness was heavy, she staggered back to the bed, lying flat on the bed, she couldn't see the ceiling clearly, as if the whole world was shaking.

Something seemed to flow out of her nose. Qi Ruo wiped her nose with the back of her hand. She thought it was snot. After all, she had been running a fever, and a runny nose was normal.

The movement of wiping his nose with the back of his hand made Qi Ruo's tears crawl down the corners of his eyes and across his cheeks, and wet the bed.

In that cold winter, when the Qiyou Calligraphy Art School was just established, it was snowing heavily, and Xie Xiaoyou was wearing a bright yellow down jacket and black cheap snow boots under an umbrella. , while putting the insulated lunch box on his desk, he sucked his nose and wiped the dripping nose with the back of his hand.

I feel that Xie Xiaoyou is really sloppy, dirty, and doesn't pay attention to hygiene, like a middle-aged housewife, stingy and calculating, completely lacking the gentleness when I met him in the past.

At that time, Xie Xiaoyou cut her neat bangs at home to save money. She kept her long hair all the time to save money for a haircut. In contrast, she had to go to a salon to get her hair done. Qian, Xie Xiaoyou never said anything, just smiled lightly.

That winter was very windy and snowy, Xie Xiaoyou was reluctant to buy a hat, but bought herself fox fur earbags and sheepskin gloves with fur, saying that they were both warm and gorgeous.

I asked myself why Xie Xiaoyou didn't buy a hat to wear.

Xie Xiaoyou's smile was as bright as the sun at that time. She said that she had a down jacket and hat, and she didn't like wearing hats either.

I believed it myself.I still think she's a weirdo.

Could it be that Jiangcheng is colder?

In the second year when the school was officially on track, I realized that it wasn't that Xie Xiaoyou didn't wear a hat, and it wasn't that she wasn't afraid of the cold, but that she was reluctant to spend money on buying things. Xie Xiaoyou, who was afraid of the cold, just wanted to save more money to buy things for herself.

When I knew it, I wasn't moved, I just secretly said in my heart that this woman is really stupid and stupid, and I really thought that I would spend my whole life with her.

"I made your favorite curry chicken rice, and fried your favorite spicy shredded pork." Xie Xiaoyou's voice was always so warm.

Xie Xiaoyou took out the food in the insulated lunch box with one hand, put it on the desk, wiped the running nose with the back of his hand, hurriedly arranged it, and then ran to the toilet to blow his nose.

After washing his hands, with water still in his hands, he hurried back.

I was eating, and looked up to see her fair baby face, which was blown by the wind and snow, and she had a fever, and her ears were red from the cold. She went into the office and wiped her hands with her towel, and looked at her with a silly smile. eat by yourself.

I feel very impatient.

Is this woman really stupid?

Have a meal, what's there to see?

At that time, I didn't know that Xie Xiaoyou almost didn't eat at night since I didn't go back to live with her often.

Save money for meals and cook for yourself what you like to eat.

Xie Xiaoyou was reluctant to pay the two yuan for the car ride, so she carried the dinner she made for herself all the way, and walked for more than two hours from the place where she rented the house to Qiyou Calligraphy Art School.

After walking for so long, and it is so cold outside, of course it is cold, hungry and tired.

Seeing that the office is full of aromas, I am hungry and reluctant to eat, afraid that if I eat, it will not be enough for me!

But at that time, since I didn't even notice it.

I just hate Xie Xiaoyou who looks like a sloppy aunt, who doesn't know how to dress herself up, and who acts vulgarly, eating her dinner with her head down.

Xie Xiaoyou watched herself eating, and saw that she didn't even ask her, let alone let her eat with him, quietly picked up the water glass, poured herself a cup of hot water, and she herself drank from the insulated lunch box. , hot water brought from home.

At that time, I was thinking, would I be able to live like this?

It's just water, and I can't even bear to pour out the hot water, and I can't bear to drink the pure water.

Xie Xiaoyou never mentioned that her stomach was not good, it was because she was hungry and tired during that time.

Qi Ruo looked at the back of his hand that had just wiped the liquid from his nose, and smiled wryly.

At that time, Xie Xiaoyou didn't pay attention to her image, it wasn't that she was vulgar, she just wanted to save as much as she could!

She wipes her nose with her hands, not because she is unhygienic, but because she thinks washing her hands with water will clean her hands, don’t waste paper, water is cheaper than paper towels!

I have been constantly saying that Xie Xiaoyou is too stingy, too petty, and too calculating, but I have never thought about why Xie Xiaoyou is like this...

It is because there is no money!

It's because I never gave her a penny, what she eats, what she wears, what she lives in, and what she uses!

Even the school is almost all her money!

It was because Xie Xiaoyou was afraid that he would lose face when he went home during the Chinese New Year. He founded Qiyou Calligraphy Art School in the first year. Instead of going home to visit his parents, Xie Xiaoyou gave himself the money he planned to go home to visit his parents, and let him take it. Money to go home and celebrate the New Year with parents.

Xie Xiaoyou, on the other hand, was alone in that old rented building with air leaks, holding a computer, watching anime, and eating a bowl of instant noodles with an egg.

At midnight, Xie Xiaoyou sent herself a message to wish her New Year greetings, but she still found her troublesome.

Because she took the money for herself, the school had to rely on her to recruit students, so I held back my temper and told her to go to bed early, and I would go back in the first day of junior high school.

But when I went out to play with my friends on the first day of junior high school, I completely forgot about going back to spend the New Year with her.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't call to urge herself.

I remembered that when I promised to go back to celebrate the New Year with Xie Xiaoyou, it was already sixteen, and my friends were all at work, so I suddenly remembered that I promised Xie Xiaoyou to go back to spend the New Year with her on New Year's Eve.

When I went back, there were six broken dishes on the table...